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Well I guess this new blog really isn't about my life, instead my travels. But I like to think they are about the same. Who I am got me here today so I might as well write what I feel. Someone just asked me today why I write all my feelings on here, why I put everything out here. Well, for starters I don't put everything on here. I censor it when I feel it is needed but I guess the answer to that is why not? People who care about me will read it and those who don't probably won't even glance at it. And that's okay with me. I've said before that this blog is really helping me with everything. I know I have an audience and that I don't have to say everything I say, but this is as real as I get.
Traveling on buses all the time gave me a huge amount of time to think. I'm not sure if I've gotten it right, but I feel good with what I have decided to do. All this time I had been praying to God about something and he listened. I was too blind to see that. I think that was because what I was praying for and what I really wanted were two different things. I can say that I have given up being selfish. Life doesn't make much sense, but who knows if it ever will. Maybe it's even better if it doesn't. It's much more interesting this way.
I have no idea what is in store for me. I do know, despite what anyone says, that I am becoming a better person. It is a long process but I've got a lot of life left to go, so I'm not too concerned. I have no idea what I am going to do with my life and because of that, I think I have the world at my fingertips.
Of course I don't want to leave Cheltenham because the real world, my world is back in Indiana. I don't have the slightest clue as to how things are going to be there. This summer should be an adventure seeing as how I will have to be enrolled in a summer course to get my minor. I'm also excited for senior year. I'm beyond scared but I know that it means moving onto the next step of my life. And I'm so excited to see me succeed.
Crazy as it seems I keep thinking about how if I was this happy and excited about all the wrong things, I will be so much better off when the right things come along. Life is this incredible journey that we should celebrate everyday. So I think I plan on doing that. =]
Well, there are my feelings on a website, I hope it wasn't too much for everyone to handle.
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Megan You have yet to blog about how you are going to be an aunt. Apparently you don't feel anything about us! I will be sure to tell your little niece/nephew that when she/he arrives.