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Well that's pretty much the truth right? (thanks for that line Justin Scott) Anyways, I went to Manchester this weekend to see everyone for the last time this year. Most people I won't see next fall and there's a possibility I will never see some of those people again. Needless to say, I was pretty upset to go. These people, that place, is such a big part in who I am.
So that got me thinking, not only am I blessed with the best family in the entire world, but I was graced by having the most wonderful and amazing friends. Gosh I'm terrible at goodbyes. But how fortunate am that I have so many people who are so hard to say goodbye to? It's amazing really. I truly am a lucky girl and I hope I never forget that. I need to realize that despite being upset about certain things, my friends will always be there for me. And my real friends will still be there when I get back.
It was a very emotional goodbye for sooo many people. And then saying goodbye to people at home is just as hard. Even leaving my house is going to be tough. And don't forget about Mr. Golden Dog, he's such a cutie, but he doesn't understand. Haha, some people don't even understand...
Who knows, things can work out perfect and there's even the chance it will make everything back here normal and better. My girl, Merrr told me there's no point in worrying about something that I can't contorl and also something that is so far way. I don't think I believe in fate because that allows people to think they can be lazy and still get whatever you want. Life requires work and effort. If you want something you need to go after it, and if it doesn't want you back then so be it. Half the battle is being able to put yourself out there and maybe look foolish but just not care. And you know what....maybe that's enough? Maybe that's the whole point of it....
So here's to being nervous and excited and scared but sooo ready for something new. Here's to taking chances and risks, (yes, within limitations mom). Here's to a once in a lifetime opportunity that I'm about to have with one of my best friends =]
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