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My bad people, but it's hard to update this all the time. Sometimes I don't even know what to say. Well we can start with last Wednesday. Kels, Louise, and I made dinner for Carson, Erika, Erika, Emmitt, and Fish. Turns out that melting cheese is not that easy...but everything else turned out great! I was actually pretty proud of myself! Well they all brought stuff to make cookies and they were amazing! We hung out all night and I had tonssss of fun! Thursday I have off so we all went out that night and once again had a good time! Of course I was really tired Friday so I went to class and did a lot of nothing! I could have gone out with some other people, but I decided against that! Well Saturday was a waste of time because I got absolutely nothing done. Around 8 I headed to Regency to hang out with Erika, Erika, and Emmitt and it goes without saying that I had a good time, because that's a given. Erika Woahwoahwoah as we called her and I went to get ice cream and came back with cheesecake...and it was amazing. We watched some old school Franklin and then The Wild Thornberrys. It was about 2 am when all was said and done and they wouldn't let me walk back at that time. So I stayed there and Erika W had an extra toothbrush that is now officially mine =] I woke up around 11 or so and Erika and I talked for a bit and then we fell back asleep haha. I ended up leaving there around 1 or so. I came back to Pittville and didn't really do much then either. Like seriously, it's a problem. I had to head back to Regency tonight to work on a presentation that takes place on Friday. Yes, I am scared. I didn't get a chance to eat so I hung out with the Erikas and Emmitt again and they made me some food! I really do adore those people! Well around 9 I said I would walk back and they didn't want me walking back alone so they all walked with me and I had them come in for a bit. I had a pretty good conversation with Emmitt about why I came, how scared I was and how sad I'll be to leave. I really don't want to think about it now, but time is already flying by and I don't know how I'll handle going back to the States.
As for everything else...well...I hope I don't jinx it, but life is going pretty darn good. I don't have anything serious to be upset about. Sure, there are times I wish things were better or that something could be changed a bit. But I also know it could be sooo much worse. I am already making amazing friendships and having a great experience so why in the world would I be upset? Yeah, I'm freaking out about some of these papers I have to write, but it's not the end of the world. I know that everything is going to work out as long as I get my butt in gear, which I plan to do either tomorrow or Tuesday. Yeah, I know I say that now, but really it has to happen. And I know I need to pass these classes, but you know what? It's just a grade and a grade does not define who I am and my intelligence level. So as much as I want to do well, I know that no matter what, I'm in great shape for the rest of my life. How well I do in a world cinema class does not make me a great, smart person. I need to stop worrying and just let life happen to me, but also be in control of it. It's all about having an even balance and I think I won't have a problem. =]
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