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First off, my shower is fixed and I'm back in my room. Wednesday I had class and it went smoothly and then when i came back to Pittville, Kels, Lyn, and Louise talked to Sandy about our spring break plans and she said they all sound good! Yesterday I did nothing because I have no class. I have to start being more productive on those days. But! We booked everything last night, so I'm less stressed about that! I've been looking up internships and trying to update my resume but it's kinda tough. Today was a pretty nice day, the 45 minute walk had my blood pumping, but the room my class is in feels like it's 20 degrees, so it was nice to get back outside. I bought some food because we are seriously slacking here.
But as for everything else, I've had a few rough days. It's strange, I pray every night and I usually don't do it on a consistent basis like that, but I just want it to help. It's pretty much a one sided conversation, but that's nothing unusual, I love to talk. And as each night goes by, I like to think I have become a little more selfless. That doesn't mean I don't want things to work out the way I want them to, it just means I am realizing that maybe I am not the best option for someone. And as much as that sucks, it happens you know? All I can do is be the best version of me possible and hope that's enough. The best part is that one day it will be! Maybe not for who I want to be right now, but one day it really will be! I have faith that I am being taken exactly where I need to be. If we didn't have pain and heartache, how would we recognize all the good things in life!? So there, I'm lifting my spirits already. As crazy as it sounds, writing this really does help me. It's kind of like I'm talking to myself and just getting it all out there, but hey, to each his own I guess!
Well I'm going to this little gathering tonight where we have to dress up like a movie. So Kels, Carson, Emmitt , and myself are going as the girls from Sex in the City...it should be interesting! And tomorrow I am going to Liverpool!!! Yay!! I'll be sure to let you know how that goes!
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