Meltdowns, mid-life crisis, breakdowns, you call it what need be . . .


I got up early and joined unexpectedly all the vietnamese people power walking round the lake, I was the only one going the wrong direction, I had already started though so I weren't changing! I found steamed sweetcorn which always gets me excited for street food so I had that, chilled out with a hot chocolate when a cafe opened at 7am at 8am went back to shower and a nap. We went down for our white baguette and butter breakfast, free with our hostel and laura went for a walk round the lake while I went on bus to go to a fabric market. When I got there, oh well you know I had woken up ill, so by this point, of course I had progressed, so I didn't even look, I just ate apple after apple as I could only get through to the woman that I wanted to buy apples, and yep its always a kg when you head away from the tourists! So there I was on the bus, ill being stared at eating apples looking an absolute mess. On the walk back from the station I bumped into laura in our coffee shop said I was going to have a kip so see her at 5.

I discovered a cool place with cheap food, mmm iut was yummy and healthy so I was pleased and chilled myself out from the hustle and bustleof the town and had a nap.

To be awoken by laura clambering up on my bunk bawling her eyes out saying she needed to talk, I was a bit spaced out, grabbed her, said let me put some clothes on and go for a cuppa.

So we went to our coffee shop and we both sat crying, the staff were rather scared of us as we were laughing while crying at how pathetic we were and they popped some napkins on the table for us.

The result of this is laura is going home with my parentals after they have visited me in thailand, I'm just seeing where the wind takes me. Its when I'm ill I get a bit down and depressed as anyone would and that is the time when getting hassled just gets me aggravated and if I'm in bed I want to go home to my memory foam mattress bed which is new awaiting my return! But when I'm having a not so ill day, I don't understand why I wanted to go home before, so that's why I'm an emotional mess up and down all the time.


Anyway our day ended by going out for beers with some guys from the hostel, as between 7 and 8pm we get free beer at our hostel, oh yes.xx