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Soooo I have about 2 hours until I take a test and then leave to travel for the week, so I needed to kill some time! I am sooo excited! I'm going to Berlin tonight until monday, and then Munich till wednesday, and Prague until sunday when I come back here. I think I'm the most excited about just getting out and away from campus for a little bit. At times I don't even realize I'm even in Italy, and that's mostly because we are stuck in our little bubble here. Campus is small, and completley Americanized, and the only thing we have is mountains, which just reminds me of Colorado. SO this next week is going to be great because I will really begin to see what Europe has to offer.
Another reason I'm excited for getting out of here is because I have had a rouuuugh week. It's kind of a long story, but man was I stressed. I had 3 group projects, 1 presentation, 1 test, and a 6 page analysis paper that was assigned on the day of a formal dinner and due the next day. It was really ridiculous, and I wont get into specifics because it just makes me angry, and it's not worth it. It's over, and thats all I care about. One more test and then I'm FREE for a week!!!!
The only thing I'm a little apprehensive about for this trip is John. I havent mentioned him before, I know, but I had a little bit of a "crush" on him. yea, I'm back in 8th grade. But yea, hence the word HAD. He's a great guy, but I spent more time trying to figure him out and read his mixed signals than I would have liked to. Frustration? Major. And to make it a little more complicated he is "pursuing" one of my good friends here behind everyone's backs. And I get it. I'm fine with people not liking me, I just don't respect the continued mixed signals and being led on despite what I know is going on. It's really stupid. I feel like it's 8th grade not only with the stupid games, but with the fact that this campus is so small that it's not like this is something I can avoid. SOOO I'm done with it. I'm a big girl, and I don't need this.
So all in all, it's gonna be interesting to see what happens this week. Not only does he know I likeD him (or in his mind I still do), but he keeps pullin a negative attitude out on the group we are traveling with. I think he feels incomfortable and a little out of place because the 6 of us are really close and he's pretty much the only guy...and so I'm sure he's got some concerns going into it. I guess this whole thing is gonna be quite an adventure, I just hope he turns his attitude around or it's gonna make this whole trip miserable for everyone.
Sorry about all the venting, I just needed to do it. Can you tell I'm ready to get out of here? I will write again in 9 days when I get back, so until then..... ARRIVIDERCI!!
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