Baby you could come and see me earlier if you could fly! thats not too much to ask right! its ok though becuase i had another dream about you last night and it was really real so that was lovely i will tell you about it when we are on the phone, made me miss you though, thought you were in my bed! wish you were! i cant wait to be with you again! im going to book that hotel in Davenport today so we can eb together yey! cant wait dalring! will try and call you tonight as well for a little bit i hope i can! hope your works going ok, baby you could sell my fish and chips any day, i would eat them off your sexy body! mmm turn on right!? lol. Miss you cheeky.

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hello baby boy thanks for the message!!! i love jearin from u it was so nice yesterday to chat x cant wait to hear from u again am lovin u so much n wish i could see u earlier but its just not possible!!! need u by my side now everytime i see a couple i feel really sad n just wish u were here or i was there... prob the second option to be honest!!! got work again today... cant be arsed but know it is earnin me money to see my baby which i cant wait for!!! so its all worth the hard work!!! anyway got to go otherwise i will be late!! stay safe sweetie u will always be on my mind!!! love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

heya sweetie, just thought i would give you a quick post about to get on a bus again today to go up to cairns which should be fun its not too long though, been used to like 19hours so thats ok! fishing sucks baby remind me never ever to do it again! haha! you will get your presesnt soon darling and your present when you get to florida will be incredible i will personally make sure of that darling! your wish will be my command. anyway! yer sack off the syndicate job baby its not worth the hassle, f***ing idiot guys all the time and no1 to protect my baby! the money isnt even that good to get pushed around for and the noise and smoke cant be good for you. still if you work hard at seniors you will be fine angel im sure. hope your ok your prob sleeping now because your pretty and need rest for being so pretty! i know your game! haha! oh darling i love you loads, cant wait to be with you again or even just to speak to you, last night was so good to chat as if i was next to you, i miss it so much! love you more then anything baby! your always on my mind. i will try not to have a constant hard on this coach journey but i cant promise! especially if your on my mind! love you xxxxxxxxxx

just got in from work n thought i would leave u another message cos u are all i have been thinkin bout all night!!! i miss u so bad!! think im gonna quit my job at the syndicate the money is good but it is rough n borin n i hate gettin pushed around all the time x some guy punched me in the arm tonight!! plus the smokey environment makes me feel really ill!! anyway just thought i would inform u!! am goin to bed now baby cos its like chrsitmas the sooner i go to bed the sooner i will get my present ( talkin to my baby yey) love u with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

oh im sorry to hear bout dave send my condolences hehe!!! poor lad n poor u guys... does this mean ur trip is delayed more or what?? or u just have to pay loads more money to fix the mess??? u can send it to 5 Hove Avenue Rossall Fleetwood FY7 8JE cos i will still come home n check the post!!! yey cant wait to hear from my baby was so nice talkin to u this mornin i miss u so much tho n cried when we got off the phone cos i miss u so much x hope ur day wasnt too bad n ur sleepin well like u always do sweetie!! would be better if i was by ur side tho dont u think!!! hehe x i wish so much u could come back to me now!!! missin u so bad n just hearin ur voice is heart breakin!!! ur my baby boy never forget that!!! n look after urself cos i love u n miss u!! god i just keep typin but dont know what to say cos i cant tell u how i feel... but u know!!! except u havent had the feelin that the person u love more than anythin in the world was gone n u would never see or speak to them again!!! i cant even begin to explain how heart wrenchin that was!!! but at least ur ok!!! mum n dad are stressin at me cos they want me to stay longer but i want to spend some time with u b4 u go to uni n we dont see each other as much!!! especially after we will have been apart for 4 months!!! OMG such a long time x but like u said we are over the hill now but the thought of this again makes me wanna jump off a cliff... all i need right now is u!!!!! u!!!! u!!!!! im sorry u had a bad day but hopefully talkin to me cheered u up well it better had of done cheeky!!! someone asked me last night how many times i have thought this relationship is a waste of time cos u have been away nearly as long as we have known each other n i could honestly say hand on heart that i have never doubted what we have n i love u more than i ever have done... we are meant to be together no matter what happens n i will always be here for u!!!! love u baby x cant wait to chat tomorrow!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby! glad to know your ok now and not too ill or anything im sorry about that i was beside myself when i knew how you woupld feel. still im safe and sound and will call you in a little bit because you will want to have a lie in after you have been ruining your bosses floor! good girl! lol i need a house adress to send you something too- i have had a postcard for you for ages and i dont know where to send it! haha! still s*** has hit the fan today! dave f***ed his leg and is in hospital which means he cant leave till tuesday! its ok though nothing serious just a bloodclot and precaution. still we have had to cancell our flights from brisbane to sydney and book new ones and its all an expensive fiasco- accommodation is f***ed too. im stressed and i need your big smile to sort me out and a peck. still i get to hear your sweetheart voice soon and that will calm me down, i wont talk about this though because its a waste of time! just want to see how your doing and that. my phone is f***ed, the battery exploded, alex saved his and then left it on a f***ing bus today! so we now are totally phoneless, but i will try and buy a cheap one, i miss you so bad darling. i wont be out of touch with you again promise! got some nice pics for you to see. miss you. talk to you sooner than you know you beautiful cheeky girl. mwa. and btw i will come home to you because i need you more than you can imagine. mwa.

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hey baby its me again just puttin this on here so u can read it b4 u ring me x could u ring on sunday night ur time so that i can def answer cos if it is sunday morning ur time i may be at work cos i am workin saturday night!!! thanks baby boy x if u just ring my mobile n then i will tell u where i am prob at my nans!!! which is 01253855749 so the convo is short n u can ring back straight away x alot of info i know but ur a smart lad n have nothin else to think bout right now hehe x cant wait to speak to u now thats what im livin for!!!! love u with all my heart stay safe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

oh u dont know how good it is to hear from u!!! i have been so worried i dont know if u heard but there was that train crash in Victoria n i didnt know where u were n i hadnt spoken to u since then n i had spoken to u everyday!!! i was worried somethin had happened but then chris told me that there had been a train crash n i ran to the bathroom to be sick x sounds silly but i didnt see how there could be any other way u wouldnt have contacted me at all!!! i havent been eatin n i burst out in tears at work when my boss asked me if i was ok!!! everyone has been really nice tho but u dont understand the feelin of thinkin u have lost someone n it has made me realise how much i really love u n miss havin u here!! at one point i thought bout never speakin to u again... or huggin u!!! n that made me cry again!! not had much sleep n been ill but i cannot tell u how great it was for me to come on here n have a message from u!!! ur my baby boy n i will always love u!!! cant wait to hear ur voice please take care baby i wouldnt want to go through that again!!! my numbers are 07951536926 n my home phone has been cut off unfortunately but if u call my mobile first then i can tell u if im somewhere u can ring the landline!! all that is goin through my mind now is thank god thank god thank god... came on the internet everyday between work to check this n my email n the atricle bout the crash to see who the victims were!!! oh baby i miss u!!!! n wish u were here cos then i would never let u go n know u were safe in my arms!!! look after urself cos thesemfews days have been the worst of my life it all seemed too big a coincidence!!! oh n somethin funny... my boss is in a stress with me cos i have ruined his takeout floor with my metal tipped shoes n he has to get it all replaced!!! haha x i offered to pay but he is just chosin to stress instead!!! haha x oh well his loss plus i am a great employee but cos im only new i do feel a bit bad but i didnt know this would happen did i!! hehehehehe x anyway hope u sort ur phone out!! i hope u do cos i miss talkin to u!!! love u with all my heart n like i say keep safe cos u have someone back home that needs u more than anythin n is waitin to see ur gorgeous face again!!! au revoir!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

BABY! omg disaster has struck! lol im so sorry i couldnt be in touch, i have been beside myself because i didnt want you to worry about me. the f***ing island i went to had no reception anywhere and the phones were for emergency use, it f***ing sucked. and whats worse is that it rained so f***ing hard our tent leaked and my phone got wet and now the battery is f***ed, so im trying to dry it out now-and so is alex and then hopefully one of ours will work again and i will be able to text you again. can you send me your numbers over this though if not so i have them if i cant get them off my sim. thank you cutie. i will ring you asap. im off on a boat tour now of the whitsunday islands, so im on another f***ing boat for two nights with no phone, but when i get back i will give you a call for ages. Baby i know when you say its hard to express how deeply i miss you because there are just no words that could possibly show how much my heart aches for you, i have missed your face so so much and i miss you more then i could ever imagine. i want london back like you said, its blissful when i live with you and your touch literally melts me! its funny you should say about that hand thingy baby because everytime i eat i do it at the end because it reminds me of being with you when you do it you little cutie. i have not eaten once without doing it! haha! silly things that mean such alot. Im so sorry baby you must have been so worried, i just got off a 18hr bus journey from the fraser island up to the whitsundays and im shattered first thing i did was come here to tell you im alive and good and miss you so so so much. i dreamt about you on the coach and it was lovely because it was so so real, i held you and i could literally feel you kiss me and i was nearly in tears at how much i missed you and have missed being in touch with you. worst comes to the worst baby i will just buy another phone. im sorry about all of this, i will be able to call you on the 10th, and hopefully there might be some recpetion around the whitsundays and my phone will dry out so i can get through to you. stay strong for me though darling i miss you more then anything and we are over the hill! yey! and we are going to be together in florida! yey! ah sweetie, come to me now. i cant stop typing because i miss you so so so much and i just want to be able to chat to you and give you the biggest kiss. The island i was just on was pretty cool but the weather was miserable and it makes you so depressed, up at 6 in the morning then camping and stuff, we camped on a fireants nest so im literally one big f***ing bite which sucks, and i have felt so lonely especially without my phone, and the group we were with just talked about their partners and its horrible, but then i thought to myself all these people have no idea how much i love my girl and how much we mean to each other and even though your not here and wont be for a while, im finding day after day how much more i can love someone and it reminded me of how special you are to me and how close i will always keep you by my side. i never want to not be able to talk to you again and its not going to happen till the day i die. Katie i hope you get this soon and it puts you at ease. sorry its so long. love you with everything that i am. hope your good.

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baby when u get this can u ring me as soon as possible cos im gettin a bit worried now!!! well when i say a bit i mean i was physically sick earlier n i have been ringin u all day but cant get through!!! please contact me cos i cant do anythin else cos im so worried!!! hope ur ok!!! i love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

am sat on my dads laptop cos the computer has been taken n we have no internet now!! haha x it is quite late n i am so tired but i cant sleep cos i just keep thinkin of u n ur touch n how much i miss it n wish everyday that u were here x i dont know how to tell u how deeply i miss u n its just little things like the other day when i finished my food n i did that little thing with my hands n u wernt there to see it!! what makes matters worse is not only are james n sam here all the time but chris n becky argue with them all the time n it makes me really mad that they dont appreciate each other.. when we love each other so much n cant be together!! oh well just thinkin especially bout how nice it will be when im in london for a bit before u start uni! lookin forward to that time we can spend together especially if its anything like the time we had together before i left, which was just amazin... its what i live for!!! think i will go sit in our place again tomorrow cos am missin u so badly at the mo it is really hard n this florida thing has made it even harder, i love u tho n we will get through i promise!!!!anyway i will get off here now n stop wakin becky up by keep pressin the keys when she has 2 GCSE's tomorrow!!! haha x love u so much baby x stay safe x u will always be the love of my life u know that xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby boy!! i was just thinkin of u so i decided to write another message even tho i sent one earlier! i want to make things good again cos i miss u so much n every time we talk i get upset cos i miss u so much n this whole gap year thing is gettin me down but when i think of u it makes me smile n love u even more!!! my room is bare but i still have those pics of u on my side so i can look at u at night before i sleep!!! i love u more than i thought possible n hope u are havin a fantastic time i really do!!! i start workin tomorrow n want to earn lots of money so i can see my baby yey!! i thought maybe i could stay in america for like 2 weeks after u go home give u chance to see ur family n then i can fly into a london airport so i can come to urs or somethin??? n then stay with u till u go to uni n then move back up north!! then come n visit u whenever i can throughout the year n then i will go see my family again the next year n u can come out too maybe in ur hols or somethin so i can see u for longer after maybe i have gone to like another country on my travels!! i think this is sounding like a plan to be honest!! let me know what u think will send u an email with some dates n figures on!!! love u baby boy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx