katie hey baby glad u have let me know ur ok been frantically lookin at ur flights n i think the time may have changed so u may wanna check that hope its not too late!! yeah i will see u there i cant wait... if for any reason u cant find me ring my mobile off a pay phone n if u cant get through n u are waitin more than an hour go back to the hotel n i will do the same!! it is the howard johnson x i love u so much n i am upset that i couldnt speak to u especially cos i was meant to go to bed at 8 n i waited up n now it is 10 so i will be knackered but oh well i will sleep on the plane!! u have a safe journey n i will see u very soon!! i love u with all ym heart n am so glad the wait is over!!! night sweetie pie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Arun hiya cutie! the skype has broken here which is typical on the day that i really needed to call you, just to tell you how much i love you and that i cant wait for you to be next to me and i cant believe it is so close! i hope you check this before you go to bed because then you can sleep sound and know that i miss yuo so bad and will not stop kissing you when i see you in your morning! yey! incredible how its come round! i will meet you outside arrivals at about 3ish,let me know if thats ok if you can just on here if not baby i will see you there! be safe and i love you so much! i will wait if your not there obv, but i dont want you waiting around so thats cool! cant wait to see you! cant believe its come round! hope eudi is ready! mwah!will hold you, kiss you, make love to you soon angel!

katie baby am concerned to why u havent called me!! n am now more anxious bout settin off tomorrow!! please contact me!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie oh n make sure u check ur emails too cos i think i found some more info on hotels... would make such a good agent!! love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie i have been thinkin bout u non stop n time seems to be goin pretty slow i cant wait to see u know... it is amazin how close i am to seein u!!! i went on the website tonight n there is a hotel that is 20 minutes away from ym house for $64 a night so that is like £16 a night each which is not bad at all!! but they will need to book it soon n also that is just an average cos some of the nights the prices is more sometimes in the 70's but then that averages out with prices in the 50's x but just to let u know it may be more n they will need to book soon!!! i cant wait to talk to tomorrow n by the way barlin!! hehe still cracks me up this spot is not goin down!! in fact it is gettin worse n i look really ugly n im not happy cos i want to look beautiful for my baby boy!! i hope the next 2 days will go faster cos i am missin u like mad... i hope ur ok n havin a good last few days in fiji!! love u n miss u with all my heart!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie i have been thinkin bout u all day n i really want u to know how much u mean to me!! i had to write this on here cos i love u so much n am so proud that u are my bf n i never want things to change!! i love u to bits n never want to leave ur side i hope u know that u are the most special person in my life and always will be xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie oh i love it when u send messages like that but in a way i dont as well... it makes me realise how long its been!! i have not been very well recently n james joked about me bein pregnant n i was laughin n sayin oh yeah with all the sex i have been havin but then it made me really miss u!! not that i want a baby haha dont get the wrong idea sweetie cos i know what ur like wantin to make our own rugby team!! hehe x about the boys baby i really dont mind it is not that much extra!! n it would be so much better if they were around here!! i mean they can stay in phili for a bit too if they want cos it is quite cool there n we will go for a day but then they could come back to lancaster n we could spend some time here!! i dont know what to suggest bout north america cos it is quite expensive for them but i guess they have budgeted n u 2 but i havent!! so if i dont have any money when i get back from florida that will be the end of my travels!! n really darlin as much as i will miss u if u only spend a few days with me i will understand if u want to travel round with ur friends cos im sure they dont want to stay in the same place for 2 weeks n u cant leave them for 2 weeks either!! i saw a train pass on the internet which was unlimited train rides in the north east of america for 2 weeks n it was £154 i think, n i thought that was really good but then realised actually how much money that was n how i didnt have enough to do that n u guys probably dont either after all ur travellin!! anyway we will sort it out dont worry sweetie!! i cant wait to talk to u tonight... i miss u so much!! only 4 days to go yey!! last night was really hard, i started readin some emails that u sent me n it just reduced me to tears!! it was the sweetest message u have ever sent me n i cried more than i have done in 3 months!! i havent cried that much since the beginning of when u left cos i ahve kinda come to terms with the fact that ur not here n wont be for a long time... but it all got to me last night with reading those messages from when u first left!! one from the mornin before u went n it brought back to me that time in the airport how horrible it was n how long it has been since i have felt ur touch that i miss so bad!! but today i feel much happier cos i realise it is not long at all until i see my baby n it will be the best day of my life!!! i dont know what else to say cos i will just repeat myself!! i love u i miss u n need u in my life forever more x ur messages make me feel so special keep them coming!!! hope ur sleeping tight my baby!! x talk to u soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

arun Hey my little star! what would i do without you hey planning my life and all that! its how we should be my angel!-your a little treasure and im gonna lok after you good baby dont you worry about that! i will have a look for other options around lancaster now because they wont want you to pay for them, the trains sound cool, we could do that a couple of days too, and they are happy to do whatever in north america that you suggest, we really are pretty easy my angel. i just want to be with you though, i never want to leave your side, never want to stop holding your hand and never stop my lips touching yours. i want to never be to far away from you to not be able to look in your eyes and tell you how beautiful you are and how much i love you so remember that baby! it would be really cool if they could come round for a beer and stuff and im sure they will understand about the stuff anyway darling, and thank you for caring about leaving them on a limb, i will talk to them tonight and suss out what we want to do. oh and the train fare is cool, if we bok ahead and if your on the insurance then thats good!i hope your going to go on this later today just to check, im sorry its been later today, we went snorkling which was fun. the weather is suprisingly s*** here but it cant stop me smiling that im gonna see my baby in 4 days!- which is the smae for you now! just four days darling! four days until i can feel your hands on my body, until i can feel your hands go down my trousers, till i can feel your lips on mine, kissing down my body until i can feel your lips around me. 4 days until i can lay you on your back and indulg in you, kissing every part of you, running my hands up the inside of your leg- whilst kissing your neck. whispering in your ear how much you mean to me as i finger you. 4 days until i can run my tongue down your body, and kiss gently inbetween your legs, licking every part of you. making love to you again, just feeling your body again. feeling your legs surround me as your ride me, loopking up into your eyes. oh sweetie i miss you so much. i cant wait to have you with me again. cant wait to talk to you tomorrow! i hope you dream of this baby. love you so much and will forever

katie hey baby i hope u get this soon i have spent my day looking at our options for when we get to phili... but what i need from u is to ask the boys what areas they would like to see in the north east of america!! i would recommend they see washington, boston, phili n new york!! but it is up to them as it may be quite pricey n that way we dont see them as often!! i looked on the train website n for us to get to phili n back it will cost us around $56 for the both of us which is not bad at all... only around £14 pounds each so a bargain really so seein the boys is not a big issue but thats if we book in advance!! also i would like the boys to stay in lancaster for a bit cos it would be cool if we could all do somethin together here in ym home town n u could all come to my house for a few beers!! i know u said the hotel was too expensive for them so i would be more than happy for them to stay a few nights in the hotel n i will pay whatever extra it is from there basic rate in the hostel i really dont mind cos i dont want to leave them out on a limb, plus it would be cheaper for us rather than gettin trains to phili n alot less time consuming!! also my dad said he might put me on the car insurance so its all good!! i mean that sorts out like 5 days n then its just the rest we need to sort out hehe!!! but just to let u n the boys know that option is open to them!! i would let them stay here but just dont think my mum would be too happy... u know what shes is like!! let me know what ur thinkin bout all this... miss u so bad but plannin our time together has made my day go much faster which is good n i feel closer to u!! so laugh away but it is makin me happy hahaha x just want to get as much time with u as possible n do somethin that suits the boys as well cos like u said u dont all want to be fallin out over this!! love u with all my heart!! hope ur havin a good day so far even tho u have not had much of it yet!! will leave u another later this is just to let u know what i was thinkin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie i love gettin a message from u just before i go to bed makes me fall asleep so much easier!!! i am glad u liked the pics... u see the one especially taken for u at leavers ball where i pulled that little scrunched up face?? i know what u mean whatever i do it feels like there is somethin missin n it is u... thats why im not gettin drunk again until im with u cos it makes me really upset when we are apart cos i think about it more!! oh barling!!! hehe sorry had to slip that one in there i did have a bit of a chuckle at that!! baby i am packin light... i wont need many clothes will be naked most of the time anyway!! today has been weird it has gone quite slowly but then quite fast at the same time!! i have nearly finished paintin my room n tomorrow will be the last day of that!! it just feels unreal that after 4 months of not seein u, touchin u, kissin u i will get to do all that again n i am so excited!! u are all i can think bout n talk bout.... think everyone is gettin pissed off with me but i dont care!! i will see u soon n that is the most amazin thing ever!! also i was workin out that when i talk to u tomorrow we will only have 3 more convos maybe 4 if we can talk before u leave fiji n then we will be together how incredible is that!! with only 6 days to go i cant believe how lucky i am that i am gettin to see u earlier cos if i had to wait any longer it would be unbearable!! bring on LA thats all i can say!! i love u uncontrollably!! have a good day sweetie n we will chat tomorrow x u will stay in my mind i can assure u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Arun lol i hope barling made you laugh! mwah

arun Hey sweetie! And dont you worry you will b able to have your hands wherever you want for th next month my angel! i cant wait to fel them on my body! cant wait to kiss you again! thaank you so much for the pics its so nice to see you again, you look so rtty! esecially in the blue dress it looks so nice! wish i could have been there baby. wish you were here too, fiji is lovely but something huge is missin from my life something that i will get back in 6 days and who i love more thn lif itself! sorry about the typing the keyboard is f***ed. Im so glad im in your life too barling, im so glad your in mine, your by far th most secial and beautiful person i have ever met and i love you to piecs and always will my angel. hope your having a good day, remember pack light my angel. cant wait to b with you! its so close now too! mmmm just you wait baby until i can have my way with you! lol my hands wont be the only thing i wont be able to kee off you. i miss you so much dalring, your always in my head and your 19year old misses his sexy little pretty head girl! cant wait to be with you now darling! and i cant wait for LA! Stay pretty baby and i love you with all my heart! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie i know u havent read the other messages yet but i really needed to let u know how much i love u n how i cant wait to put my hands on u again!! i think that u are an incredible person... n i am so glad to have u in my life!! hope u are havin a fantastic time in fiji n wish i was there but almost time now hey darlin!!! oooh when i get my hands on u x i will dream of u sweetie dont worry x love u darlin n always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie just looked baby n it was right we are 16 hours apart still so i dont know whats happenin maybe it just took a while for this to be put on?? so u blogged me at around 3pm on ur birthday?? x cos thats why i was worried i made allowances for u not bein able to get hold of me on the phone but was really worried when u didnt even blog!!! must be this thing x so glad ur ok u are my life n dont know what i would do without u x ur amazin n i hope u feel the same way bout me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

katie even though u couldnt speak to me on ur birthday im just happy to know ur safe!!! i dont understand darlin the time differences must be wrong cos i kept wakin up in the night n checkin this cos i was worried bout u n it didnt have anythin on it!!! n 3 in the afternoon is bout 11 at night for me n the thing says i recieved the message today i am gonna have to recheck this time business cos once again i am confused!!! dont worry if u cant get a card darlin i will arrange to get one here n call the hotel phone or somethin if u can give me a number n a time!!! it might not work but its worth a try!! u have a good birthday?? what did u get up to?? yeah i recovered but i tell u i have never felt so drunk in my entire life... not that night but in the mornin...i couldnt stand up!!! ended up gettin up at lunch time n lyin around all day was aweful!! i was just havin a drink or 10 to celebrate ur birthday for u thats all!! hope we can chat soon cos i miss u x but only 8 days to go!!! i love u with all my heart my sexy 19 year old hunk x hehe im weird i know x talk to u soon sweetie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx