hey baby i guess u get back from taj today n i have missed not talkin to u!!! i have just had random outbursts of tears has been a tough few days really!!! i am missin u so much... oh n guess what i found some notes on one of Ursula poems after all that time!! yey i thought of u when i found it... but havin said that i think of u when i do everythin!!! i might be havin a trip to iowa after my exams to visit my friend now which is really cool!!! let me know bout ur trip soon baby!!! i love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey cheeky!!! that message has made me cry i miss u so much n just know that i have so long left b4 i see u again!!! hope ur havin a fantastic time which im sure u are... n for ur  info cheeky boy i was not sleepin or eatin cos im not very well... fed up of all the illness i think its this country that makes me this way!! hope u got my text and i am thinking of u u know that darlin x thanks for the update on ur trip makes me feel special havin my own website hehe x love u baby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hello again darlin... i know u will be gettin 2 messages now but i just couldnt resist sending another. I have just talked to you on the phone and it has made me miss u more than anythin!!! i am workin with a picture of u by my side and i didnt feel as tho i could get workin again until i sent u this message! i was talkin to u all day yesterday to my friend n i just want to be with u n be able to hold u n for things to be like they were in london! i know this message is not goin to make it any easier but i wanted to get it off my chest n say that i love u more than u could image... never forget that!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

well i am writing this now after you have left, in fact your plane has just about taken off if your on time i guess!! i am so glad u have made this cos it will make it so much easier... just remember to check it silly!!! hope your trip is going well so far although u will only be one day in when you get this... thinking of you (for a change) love u lots xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Its the morning of the off baby and im quite excited- but im gutted. i know that as soon as i leave this house i wont see you till LA and its such a long time, but at least we have this and i can keep you up to date and talk to you because i love you so much. Its going to be hard daring but i love you so much that nothing matters,its 3 months of my life and then the best month i am ever going to have. I e-mailed you some pics. Darling you will be in my heart non stop. I love you.

i know u will miss me baby cos i will miss u 2!!! thankyou so much for making this it makes our time apart so much easier... oh did i tell u i love you??? cos i do- more than anything! i am excited for you cos u are gonna have such a great time i know it!! ur a sweetie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx