well this has made my day!!! i just came on to check but suspected nothin would be on here tho!!! am so pleased u could write back!!! i really need u now baby boy... it is gettin ridiculous!!! think it might be easier when my exams are over cos then i dont have to sit around the house all day n do nothin with my life that is of any interest to me!!! n the excitement of leavers ball n stuff!!! just wish u were here to experience it all with me cos i love u so much!!! but dont worry baby i will wear ur ring like promised n then u will be with me all night in spirit!!! im not gonna get 42 in my exams baby honestly thats like losin 3 points so i would have to get all 3 extra points n then get 3 level 6's n 3 level 7's which is not achievable on the amount of work i have done to be honest!!! any we will see wont we baby boy!!! i am thinkin of u all the time n i hope u can write back soon!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hello my angel! i found an internet cafe in this place we are staying at some random lace in the mountanis! im so proud of yu and your work darling, i knew you would do it and its good because you will feel so much better for cracking down and getting it done, remember my 42 prediction! lol! like i said to you last night, i found that video of you, and it made me so sad, because we were so happy and i could hea your voice, and i played it over and over again, i reached out and held your face and i could remeber what if felt like and thats all i want to do, just be there next to you and hold you. its so lovely to hear your voice when we are on the phone although the delay is s*** and its expensive, but its so lovely just to know your there. Its really nice up here in the himalayas, the weather is beautiful and the scenery is breathtakeing, im definitely going to bring you here, its incredible! and everything i see i wish you were seeing i wish you were sitting next to me, i wish you could be in my bed at night! lol baby i need ewdi now, its not funy any more- come to me please, i have been very good and will be until i see you so you can have a big present, but i never stop thinking about being so close to you like that! f*** i miss you! need my baby! how are we going to be together like that in LA? we are staying in like hostels, unless we get a hotel! which we should darling because it will be torture to finally have my baby and not have you! ahh i cant wait to be near you. and i want these pictures so so so much, i need to see you. ahh girly, i love you so much, you hvant and will never leave my mind! work hard sweetie, i know you are!

from the other side of the world, know that your boy is loving you with all of his heart and wishing so much he could be with you, but knows that if you know that then he is happy.

Love you my angel. Arun xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i know u cant get these yet baby but i just need to let u know that i love u with all my heart n am missin u so so much!!! it has been especially hard that we cant talk that much but i know we will be together soon so thats ok!!! hope ur havin a great time n i will speak to u soon x all my love forever kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby boy!!! u ok??? i sent u some messages on ur phone but not sure if u got them... but by the time u read this n reply u will be back n we will have chatted bout it anyway!!! this is kinda a message that u can get when u come back but just to let u know that i love u so so so much n bein in school today has made me miss u so much more!! just walkin past the fives courts for the first time broke my heart!!!! i needed to ring u but ur phone wouldnt connect unfortuneately!! i am gonna work really hard now the motivation is there luckily n i owe it all to u... i couldnt have got through this without ur support baby thanku!! i just cant wait until they are over!!! give me a text when u get back baby x love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey baby! it was lovely talking to you last night, and thanks for the messages, hope your having a good day- you back to school today or you on study leave perminantly? dont worry baout your work darling, unfortunately its just something you have to do and im sure you are, work hard baby and you will be happy at the end, just stick with it. Off to the himalayas later darling, i have bought a phonecard so i will be able to call you as long as their is a phone! lol  have a good day darling hope your ok and that bubble bath sounds lovely save me one! haha. hope you have a good day im thinking of you baby!

lurve ya.

mwamwa

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hey baby i didnt get ur message before i left unfortunately but it was a nice present to come home 2!!!! of course it would have been nicer if u were in my bedroom waitin for me but hey!!!! i have to admitt baby that was the worst trip home i have ever had n i will tell u why next time i speak to u!!!! i am really tired now but i have work to do n s*** so i will stick it out... think the plan is get a lovely warm bubble bath n soak for a while n then get out n get in my pj's n do some well needed work!!! oh n in my dream we did sex all night too darlin dont worry!!! i hope i can speak to u on the phone soon darlin cos i miss ur voice!!! love u baby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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hey baby! hope you get this before you go off on your long trip, hope you check it i tried to get here early so you would have one, i will text you when i get home sweetie. If not though have a safe journey and i will be thinking about you non stop! your dream sounds lovely except i was drunk! but the kiss sounds nice couldnt we have sexed all night too? think noname would like that lots- and lots- and lots- and lots. Right now? where are you? anyway. just seen india gate today will give you some pics. I know schools s*** darling but just get it done and get your exams over and out the way then you got some stuff to look forward too! look at gren every now and again sweetie, and dont let kitty get lonely without sisquo! i will get a phonecard so hopefully i will be able to get through to you from the mountains! baby i miss you so much, thank you for that text the other day! keep messaging me darling. At least becki and james wont be so relentless when you get home, and no we wouldnt argue we would kiss and be happy and f***. its good. but its a shame im not there will be soon though darling, the boys are booking their florida hotel, if your rents are at your house i will book us in  a night too. i love you dalring, i havnt stopped thinking about you, its hard at nights, because you should be there and alex is depressed as he has no lucy and im depressed as i miss you so much and dave is a cock. i love you darling you havnt left my mind. download Aklon dont matter. ok. thank you chichi. Have a safe journey, remember i love you and i will speak to you back at old Rossall, love you baby. eudi is doing a good job with the baby, i like her. lol. love you my sweet. speak soon! mwamwamwa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby i am just writin this before i start to get ready to leave for our long journey home!!! becky n james are arguein n it is makin me mad cos we wouldnt do that if we were together n we deserve it so much more!!! i am not lookin forward to goin back to school as it only leads on to exams but hey i will cope!!! hope to speak to u soon my love, n text me some time lettin me know ur ok cos i worry while ur away!!! i thought about u as i went to sleep last night n it was lovely, would have been nicer if u were by my side tho!!! anyway will speak to u when i am home!!! love u baby oh n ps eudi is not poorly yet am gettin worried!!! love u sweetie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

funny u should say that cos yes i am eatin... pop tarts actually yum!! i dreamt about u last night too we were at my nans house n it was meant to be LSE n u went out for a night out with ur pals n i was left makin friends with ur girl friends. Then u came home later n u were really drunk n as i was lyin u on the bed u gave me such a loving look... n i dived on u n kissed u for like 20 minutes!!! we climbed into bed n just hugged for hours n i just wanted that to be true more than anythin!!! i do feel better now just down in the dumps really... bein around becky n james isnt helpin either to be honest baby. I love u so much darlin dont ever forget that... u are all i have been thinkin bout xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey sweetie, thanks for your messages they are lovely, so whats been up you always seem ill darling! i dont think you should be ill anymore its not fair! I miss you so much baby- holiday sounds cool who you going to see sweetie, a break after your exams will be cool how you paying for that? baby i had a dream about you, it  was lovely, it was all night and then when i was dozing in the morning i kept having little dreams about you. Firstly i was at Rossall with you and it was just after your exams and you got 42 points but you were running around saying 'i got AAB' it was cute i kissed you lots! haha and then we went back to yours which was lovely and i got to hold you and look in your eyes which were beautiful and i remembered them exactly! then it was wierd and you were performing on a stage at TOTP haha and i got up and starting singing with you, but for once i wasnt totally tone deaf and it sounded really nice and afterwards you gave me the biggest hug and said you were proud of me! its about 12 in the afternoon now and i just cant stop thinking about you, the dream was so real and i was so disapointed when i woke up and you werent next to me i miss you so so much now and i just want you to hold my hand. I hope you feel better soon darling, and i know you will be eating when youread this! haha. Baby i love you, you havnt left my mind so remeber that and darling nothing compairs to you, nothing i have seen can shift me thinking about you and loving you. well done on the Ursula btw i knew the b**** couldnt hold out forever! haha. Thinking and dreaming about you my love. (i will build you a taj!)