hey baby hope the s*** wagon isnt too bad!! i know it has been tough today but i just keep thinkin that everyday that goes by we are one step closer to seein each other!!! i didnt go to final chapel this mornin cos i am disgusted in the school n the way it treats everyone that goes there especially considerin how much money they pay!! i have never been so glad to get out of somewhere!! i thank u so much for yesterday and how u stayed up with me n chatted all night even tho it was a ridiculous hour for u!! u are amazin n i miss u so much x u know i was talkin to james today n he is pretty depressed but it was nice cos i got to talk bout u for ages yey!!! the only thing that i know i have to thank rossall for is meetin u but at the end of the day that is not down to them either thats why i didnt go to chapel!! bet they were kinda surprised!! but they havent rang me or contacted me to sort out things so they are obviosuly not that bothered!! cant believe how happy i was last night n am this mornin considerin i got such bad results yesterday!! u just give me a completely different way of looking at things and for that i am forever thankful!! you definately bring out the best in me and thats what i love about u most!! every moment i spend by your side i will always cherish!! take care baby boy!! speak soon x i love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hiya sweetie. Just about to leave for the s***wagon- going up north when i call you i will let you know how im getting on and what kind of stuff im up to will be being very safe though my cherub (but a fit not a fat one!) haha. it has been lovely being able to chat to you recently so much and i love you baby will always and i cant wait to talk to you again its going to have made it so hard now but its all good! because you my baby. im off to eat an orange! lol hope you have got that night planned darling. oh disaster the nice shirt i was going to wear for you got f***ing dyed so i will need to get another one! lol! still i will look good i promise! will talk to you soon my dream!

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hello baby, im so nervous for you, you will be getting your results in like 5 mins. im sure you will do really well darling im sure you will! and baby know that i love you so much and itdoesnt matter what happens i will always be there for you and we will always betogether and thats a promise! darling i love you so much and im so sorry i cant be there right now for you. i adore you baby.

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hiya chicken- your right it does make it so much easier being here becuase i can talk to you whenever and im so so sorry i couldnt come on this evening i wanted to so bad and i didnt really want to go out so early. but im home noe is about half 4 in the morning i guess your on your afternoon shift. darling i know you know but i want you to be sure that i love you so much and im so grateful that you do it all for me and i will make sure you know how much you mean to me, darling i love you so much and never forget how much i appreciate being with you and you love me, every second of every day i count my lucky stars im with you. i have to move the van at like 9 in the morning tomorrow so i should be on your time by ike 10 i will get up earlier and do it, and i will try and talk to you your morning time too my darling, because i have missed you so much since talking to you. its crazy but i never thought that sumone in my life could mean so much to me and how much i would think about this one cute little girly and baby i thank you so much for making me what i am these last few months you shape me and i love that you do because you bring out the best inme and if i can make you just half as special as you make me feel then darling i will make you the happiest girly on the planet. you were made for me darling and i will never forget us and how we are and how we aill alywas be no atter what and i know that every kiss we have will be like our first one that we had on the couch in your omputer room because every time i see you my heart beats so hard and i crave your touch and i never see that leaving me. dreaming, thinking and fantasising about you makes my hairs stand on end with excitment at the anticipation of seeing you again and i love its like that because every time i think of you it proves that you are the woman of my dreams and alwayswill be,..katie your so precious to me and i never want you to forget or doubt that, because you make me the man i am and i refuse to be without you. i will talk to you soon my wife. xxxx

its my lunch break and u are all i can think bout n have been all mornin!! was talkin bout u at work and just wish u were here more than anythin!! am havina steak n onion baguette for lunch yummy... i cant believe i get my results tomorrow!! should i be more scared than i am?? all i care bout right now is seein u again!! i dont want to do anythin except come n see u or speak to u on here was absolutely gutted this mornin when u said u couldnt come on cos i was really lookin forward to it n i know we arent gonna have this for long cos u are leavin austins soon!! wish u wernt vcos this makes it so much easier doesnt it!!! anway cant wait to chat to u tonight hope u get this messsage before i talk to u!! hope ur sleepin tight x love u with all my heart!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

just incase austin didnt get the message i sent him please come on at 8.30 your time then we ahve longer to chat plus i am up early tomorrow so need an earlyish night x plus my grandad goes to bed early sometimes n i want to be able to talk to u without him keep comin in n pissin me off!! i feel really ill n annoyed today hopefully u can cheer me up later cos at the moment i just fell like crying n have been doin all mornin!! miss u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i miss you so much now

hey cute stuff! just thought i would drop you a lin, i dont know if i will be able to be on at half 8 becausewe are going to austins mates house nowish and its about quarter past 4 but i dont know how long thats all going o be, but hopefully sweetie i will be able to call you and we can do the morning thing again if your not busy in the evening? it was so nice chatting to you this morning it made me feel so much closer to you and i love you so much. it makes me realise! i really enjoyed it i have had a good day because i have been thinking about it all day! hope your dreams were lovely! and you enjoyed your sleep. i will chat to you later my angel, sleep tight. your gorgeous when you sleep. soon i will be kissing you to sleep.

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sorry darlin just realised as i was lookin throuhg the message i sent earlier my new post code is FY5 4DE not 8DE sill me!! love u should be speakin to u in just 25 mins!! yey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i know we are chattin tonight but i couldnt pass up the opportunity while im on here to tell u how much i love u n miss u!! yeah i ahve moved out of hove avenue now n live at 16A Lime Grove Thornton Cleveleys Lancashire England FY5 8DE x baby u just wait for those photos u will love them and an even bigger surprise in LA so dont u worry!! anyway gotta go to work cant wait to chat later n see on the webcam x love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey cutie, its nice being able to check the internet! im at austins now which is cool, and he has internet so i can be on like pretty much whenever in the mornings (your eve or your morning) and like chat on msn and stuff he has a webcam too and skype if you have it at your nans so wecould talk forver and i know its hard but that might make it a bit easier coz i can talk to you more yey! my baby! darling its been so hard without you these last weeks and i think your right it is because its been so so long now and its almost like we are never going to get to be together again and its going to be incredible when we are, ow baby i cant wait and i have just been chatting to like austin and that about you and rossall and stuff and its so nice to talk to sum1 that kinda knows what it was like and it made me miss you like crazy but then again, thats to be expected! oh and darling its been 3 months and where are my photos! hey! i will be uploading some of NZ soon so you can hvae a look at them and stuff. i cant wait to talk to you this eveningm its very early there now so i cant call now but i cant wait! whats happening with your family are they going out to the US now? im confused or did you just leave hove avenue? and where so do i send your postcards? haha! ah sweetie i cant wait to be with you now its been so long and i have missed you so much but its getting closer, NZ will be done in no time and then its me and you forever! ah cutie i cant wait! your such a sweetie! the hotel sounds good baby, im going to make that the best night of your life you see if i dont, just make sure you get your sleep up because you will be up all night, doing those amazing things you dream about just 1000times better my darling. i cant wait to feel you again, make love to you, hold you and gently finger you, go down on you and hear you moaning annd holding me. ah sweetie. i love you. cant wait to talk to you.

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