Finally, after a while I am able to write something. I had a hectic period. I went to Holland, back home to see my lovely friends. Where everything just goes on. I did see and do everything what I wanted to do and to see my lovely grandmother probably for the last time. I think she has arrived at her time. It's her time to step out of her wonderful, adventurous life to find peace and to see my lovely grandfather. That is not sad particularly, only for the people ...

Pescara, the bar, hikes, wolves, work out and new condition. I had to put all the most special events on a row for now. I have no words but things have happened here! I went for the first time with the bus to Pescara, to the beach. I went for the first time to the bar at night where I met new people in really less than 5 minutes and had a wonderful night with them! A first for all! Apparently I have a next date with them tomorrow night, a barbeque how cool is tha...

Hey there! It's official! I am 1 month away now. Uhu, I know, big deal ;) And I decided what my purpose is here (more or less). I am going to be a hermit ("kluizenaar" for the Dutchers)! I was so angry with myself that I was afraid of meeting new people, going to the bar because that is what you "suppose" to do when you are alone and you want to meet people, but maybe in my unconscious I DO NOT NEED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. Maybe that is why I am so afraid all the tim...

2 March 2014 Hi y'all (some Bluebell-accent from Hart of Dixie that I'm watching these days, a lot). Okey, I'm going to say it just out loud, to-the-point, strait forward… Without any adjustments that turn around the subject… Like now…I broke up… After 4,5 years… That's such a long and incredible time… First I thought I could not breathe anymore but here I am, still alive, 2 days later… It was a sad agreement (over Skype) of our both so no hard(e...

23 February 2014 Here I am, a view days later. Still together with my lovely friend Luna, who seems to be not as easy as I thought. I bought her the other day a perfect leash and a collar of very nice leather, quality I thought.. But not even one day old, the leash was totally destroyed, broken and useless. After I called her when I finished my 5-minute stay at the supermarket she came back, like nothing has happened. She followed me perfectly the whole way bac...