Hey there! It's official! I am 1 month away now. Uhu, I know, big deal ;) And I decided what my purpose is here (more or less). I am going to be a hermit ("kluizenaar" for the Dutchers)! I was so angry with myself that I was afraid of meeting new people, going to the bar because that is what you "suppose" to do when you are alone and you want to meet people, but maybe in my unconscious I DO NOT NEED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. Maybe that is why I am so afraid all the time because deep down I feel that it is not what I need! So thanks to my lovely dad (who gave me this advice) I decided NOT to meet new people and I am relieved already. Maybe when the pressure is off, I can meet people when I feel ready, so no pressure and I am a hermit! Don't know if that's the best translation but Mr. Google and Mrs. Translate told me so, they are the experts here. Talking about people, I am going to visit you guys around 10-22 April!!! A visit to Holland is planned and I am very excited! Unfortunatly, I have a view problems. Probably at that time, there will be finally some work with capturing a wolf. I see it happening already… Finally something exciting to do and I will not be here. Hopefully this will not happen. But my second problem is Luna. What the freakshow am I going to do with her? I will ask to some locals or co-intern (if he is "home" for a change) to keep an eye on her, she will take care of herself right?! She probably has done it before she met me so no big deal right? But I have to sterilise her than. Because I do trust here but I don't trust those horny, corny and ridiculous friends of her. Last night, a black one was seriously crying outside next to my door for her. And looking with those obsessed eyes of him: eeeuww. Like those guys in a discotheque that think that they are so goodlooking, sexy and rule the world but in reality they are ugly, desperate and arrogant. That black dog gives me the same vibes. Jak, he should be ashamed of himself to be so obsessive and rude. Dude, go home!

While I was waiting on my beloved internship guidance Mr.A, I started my own research. A personal assignment about traces in the valley of Orfento. I will collect all kinds of marks of animals (cacao, hair, stretch marks etc) and visualize them in a map (because now I know how to work with GIS). So I can make an overview of all kinds of animals in this valley, cool right?! I visit the valley every week to make foto's and collect coordinates. It feels good to be busy although, Mr. A doesn't know about this plan yet, but I think he will like it. Because of this assignment I figured out that a wolf walks around not even 100 meters away from the visitors centre, from my home, from the town! That's awesome I think! Maybe that was the same wolf that I heard a view weeks ago. Hell yeah I feel important for ones!! That is also necessary because my lovely life in Bluebell is on a hold for a while. I finished all the seasons (3 seasons to be specific). "On a hold", because on 22th of March the 14th episode will be aired. I tried to watch other stuff but that didn't work out. So I watch Hart of Dixie again from the start!! Did you know if you watch again, you finally really understand what's going on?! You should try it for ones and no it's still fun!!

By the way, be prepared. I am still in a weird place in my life, because of thé break-up I think. Don't be surprised if I change something about myself. Like a new hair colour? I never did that! Would that not be fun to walk around not being blond for ones?! So not everybody will look at me like anymore as if an alien is walking around?! Yeah I am in a mood for some changes after that one. So I warned you, yolo right?!