The last few days seem to have melded together. We spent our last day at Christina Lake at the beach, knitting out in the sun while listening to an audio book about the spiritual disipline of silence and solitude. I enjoyed it very much!
Yesterday we arived here in Radium and went to the hot springs. It was nice to relax and watch the kids…
I'm off on an RV adventure with my parents and my kids. I will be "going off" my Effexor pill that we think may be causing some problems. It could be very hard because some of the side effects are horrible. They can include dizziness, nausea , tremors and other things like unexplained grief and sadness. I'm am so glad to have the support of my parents and husband. Unfortunately Devon cannot come because of work. I am hopeful that this will be the start of a new life. I am …
I'm off on an RV adventure with my parents and my kids. I will be "going off" my Effexor pill that we think may be causing some problems. It could be very hard because some of the side effects are horrible. They can include dizziness, nausea , tremors and other things like unexplained grief and sadness. I'm am so glad to have the support of my parents and husband. Unfortunately Devon cannot come because of work. I am hopeful that this will be the start of a new life. I am so tired of living in an empty shell untouched by desires, hopes, and a will to have a good life. I will be posting about my trip as well as my journey with fibromyalgia. My hope is that my friends and family will be able to see me and all the things I haven't been able to articulate in the last few years. Even in writing this I know i will not be able to explain this to all of you I have fears of misunderstanding and hope this blog will be a better representation of my experience than what i can express vocally to each of you Please check back daily and feel free to email or texed me your thoughts. This is a very big step for me and I appreciate any involvement from friends and family.
The last few days seem to have melded together. We spent our last day at Christina Lake at the beach, knitting out in the sun while listening to an audio book about the spiritual disipline of …
Today was fantastic we managed to get some sunshine and a beach all at once. The children played and the there ou us adults relaxed and breathed in a moment we have longed for the entire trip.…
Diane
Hi Nikki, I'm glad to here your doctor recommended you take things a bit more slowly going off of your drugs. You can still meet your goal but at a slower pace. I'm off to Cranbrook on Friday but will try and keep up with the ongoing trip. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. May God continue to envelope you with his love and grace. Love Diane
diane
Hi Nicole,
I'm so proud of you! You are very courageous and a role model for us all. As you're in the mountains - Psalm 121 - I raise my eyes towards the mountains, Where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip, your Protector will not slumber. Indeed the Protector of Israel does not slumber or sleep. The LORD protects you, the LORD is a shelter right by your side. The sun will not strike you by day, or the moon by night. The LORD will protect you from all harm, He will protect your life. The LORD will protect your coming and going both now and forever. Take heart Nikki - He is there as are so many others who are praying for you and your family. Love you, Diane
Kathleen
Hi Nikki,
Thinking of you, and praying for you. In prayer this morning I feel God wants you to receive these verses: Psalm 34:7 "The angel of the Lord encamps all around those who fear Him, and delivers them." Also, Romans 15: 5 and 6 "May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ." Keep on Nikki, hold fast to His love for you, despite the tempest inside. Claim what you know to be truth and keep giving God the rage and the fear, you can't shock Him. His love for you never changes.
Phyllis Stotts
Love the updates - keep them coming.
Yes, I've been praying & will continue for all of you. Today Devon and I enjoyed pizza & ice cream and watched the Edmonton - Calgary football game. Then Devon had to go to work. Calgary whipped Edmonton something like 50 - 5 (somewhere in there). Forgot exact score but then what do you expect from a Sr. Also checked on the house and got the mail. All's fine there.
Love Gram
Kathleen
Hi Nikki,
I am reminded of a verse today as I pray for you and think of you. 2Tim 6,7: ...fan into flame the Gift of God, which is IN YOU through the laying on of my hands. For God did NOT give us a spirit of timidity, BUT a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. Persevere Nikki. And maybe buy a fish and chip dinner somewhere...I feel like I need to eat something great for you :) Hope your tummies heal.
Nicole
Thank you so much Victoria! What encouragement you have been to me!
I didn't know I was going on this trip either, just this last weekend we decided after talking with my doctor. I can't really be left to mind the children on my own while weaning off my medication so my parents offered to take us with them. Thanks for writing on my message board I check here every so often and it was so exciting to see you had written
xoxoN
Phyllis Stotts
Love you & am praying for you to get your health back. Also - miss you guys already.
Have a good time and I love to hear from you daily.
Gram
Victoria
I didn't know you were going on an RV adventure Nikki, it sounds very fun and exciting! What a great way to enjoy God's creation and create special memories with your girls and parents. How long will you be gone? Please know I will be praying for you as you change your medication dosing. It's very brave of you to share yourself in this way and I want you to know that I love and respect you greatly.
Christy
It sounds wonderful...I hope this is a step forward for you. you do have many things that are blessings in your life that will help you keep moving forward.
Diane Hi Nikki, I'm glad to here your doctor recommended you take things a bit more slowly going off of your drugs. You can still meet your goal but at a slower pace. I'm off to Cranbrook on Friday but will try and keep up with the ongoing trip. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. May God continue to envelope you with his love and grace. Love Diane
re: christina lake, British ColumbiaDevon You are my prayer honey stay strong I love you
re: christina lake, British Columbiadiane Hi Nicole, I'm so proud of you! You are very courageous and a role model for us all. As you're in the mountains - Psalm 121 - I raise my eyes towards the mountains, Where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip, your Protector will not slumber. Indeed the Protector of Israel does not slumber or sleep. The LORD protects you, the LORD is a shelter right by your side. The sun will not strike you by day, or the moon by night. The LORD will protect you from all harm, He will protect your life. The LORD will protect your coming and going both now and forever. Take heart Nikki - He is there as are so many others who are praying for you and your family. Love you, Diane
re: christina lake, British ColumbiaKathleen Hi Nikki, Thinking of you, and praying for you. In prayer this morning I feel God wants you to receive these verses: Psalm 34:7 "The angel of the Lord encamps all around those who fear Him, and delivers them." Also, Romans 15: 5 and 6 "May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ." Keep on Nikki, hold fast to His love for you, despite the tempest inside. Claim what you know to be truth and keep giving God the rage and the fear, you can't shock Him. His love for you never changes.
re: christina lake, British ColumbiaPhyllis Stotts Love the updates - keep them coming. Yes, I've been praying & will continue for all of you. Today Devon and I enjoyed pizza & ice cream and watched the Edmonton - Calgary football game. Then Devon had to go to work. Calgary whipped Edmonton something like 50 - 5 (somewhere in there). Forgot exact score but then what do you expect from a Sr. Also checked on the house and got the mail. All's fine there. Love Gram
re: christina lake, British ColumbiaKathleen Hi Nikki, I am reminded of a verse today as I pray for you and think of you. 2Tim 6,7: ...fan into flame the Gift of God, which is IN YOU through the laying on of my hands. For God did NOT give us a spirit of timidity, BUT a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. Persevere Nikki. And maybe buy a fish and chip dinner somewhere...I feel like I need to eat something great for you :) Hope your tummies heal.
re: creston, British ColumbiaDevon Good blog entry honey you are a superstar worldtraveler and you should feel special because you are to me
re: Lundbreck, AlbertaPhyllis Stotts Love you & am praying for you to get your health back. Also - miss you guys already. Have a good time and I love to hear from you daily. Gram
re: Lundbreck, AlbertaDevon I love you nikki I'm so glad you can see the bright side of not bringing any dogs ha ha I hope tomorrow goes well and the girls behave for you
re: Calgary, AlbertaChristy It sounds wonderful...I hope this is a step forward for you. you do have many things that are blessings in your life that will help you keep moving forward.
re: Lundbreck, Alberta