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The last two days have been pretty rough for me. At times I feel so sick, dizzy, and other various side effects but the worst is my anger. I feel like there is this big ball of fire trying to explode at all times. It is very difficult to control. I think I'll need to learn how to lean on the Holy Spirit more, I feel like there is a very real battle happening inside my mind.
On another note we have arrived at Christina Lake. It is very pretty and quiet here. Our site is not really in a campground it seems more like a little patch of land among a bunch of cabins. We have access to a private beach on the lake just a stones throw down the road. I wish I were in better shape so I could enjoy it more.
Today was better than yesterday so I pray tomorrow is better than today. Please remember me in your prayers I need them, I feel as though I am in a version of hell in my own mind and body.
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Phyllis Stotts Love the updates - keep them coming. Yes, I've been praying & will continue for all of you. Today Devon and I enjoyed pizza & ice cream and watched the Edmonton - Calgary football game. Then Devon had to go to work. Calgary whipped Edmonton something like 50 - 5 (somewhere in there). Forgot exact score but then what do you expect from a Sr. Also checked on the house and got the mail. All's fine there. Love Gram
Kathleen Hi Nikki, Thinking of you, and praying for you. In prayer this morning I feel God wants you to receive these verses: Psalm 34:7 "The angel of the Lord encamps all around those who fear Him, and delivers them." Also, Romans 15: 5 and 6 "May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ." Keep on Nikki, hold fast to His love for you, despite the tempest inside. Claim what you know to be truth and keep giving God the rage and the fear, you can't shock Him. His love for you never changes.
diane Hi Nicole, I'm so proud of you! You are very courageous and a role model for us all. As you're in the mountains - Psalm 121 - I raise my eyes towards the mountains, Where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to slip, your Protector will not slumber. Indeed the Protector of Israel does not slumber or sleep. The LORD protects you, the LORD is a shelter right by your side. The sun will not strike you by day, or the moon by night. The LORD will protect you from all harm, He will protect your life. The LORD will protect your coming and going both now and forever. Take heart Nikki - He is there as are so many others who are praying for you and your family. Love you, Diane
Devon You are my prayer honey stay strong I love you