Chicken again,

Ok so basically we've been eating a whole lot of chicken and steamed vegtables. Lunch, dinner, lunch, dinner you get the idea. This morning my Dad suggests we go to Boston Pizza (which he LOVES) Mom and I agree, more than happy to forgo cooking chicken and steamed veggies...again...

Creston: Not much for resturants No Boston Pizza But a really cute cafe with live music...

Seriously cute place and it seems we have arrive on BBQ night, although serious thunder clouds are threatening overhead. Aparently on BBQ night there is a limited menu it reads as follows:

All meals served with your choice of ceaser salad or garden sTalad (ok, will eat more greens) choice of rice or potato (we have to convince Mom that no she can not have potato her stomach has been too upset she must have rice) and steamed vegtables (here is where I start to become aware that this is sounding all too farmiliar) and...

BBQ Chicken, lamb (yuck), steak (is this not cafe? when did I enter The Keg), shrimp, or stick with meat (ok it said shukabob).

Now because of upset tummies and lack of confidence in the kitchens ability to produce properly cooked steak we are left with chicken AGAIN!!! and let me tell you that we can make it better (I say this now after eating it).

Ok had enough of my chicken rant?

The weather here is SOOOO much better than Calgary, I spent at least 30mins of luxury sitting on a bench infront of a water fountian surounded with beautiful flowers. We went to a farmers market got me some purple peppers (no I will NOT steam them) and the BEST cherrie tomatos ever!

Also had a very nice afternoon and evening, even though the chicken tried to ruin it for me :)

The latter part of the evening I spent compleatly "out of it" the only way I can explain my "symptoms" is that dream you have where nothing seems real except your responsibilities and you can't seem to cope with them like you are just an observer not really taking part. My mother keeps telling me to "ride the wave". Anyway the feeling passed and for that I am so thankfull because it was horrible. The world kept spinning and everything was so loud and bright and distant. Now I don't know how I'll sleep, I will not be taking any medication tonight and I am nervous. I know I have a strong savior who will "ride the wave" with me though and I now know I can make it through to dry land, with God all things are possible... even overcoming things that seem like they are a part of you.

N

P.S we came home to the trailer and got out the only meat left to cook for supper tomorrow and guess what... chicken lol