I survived my first class!!!!Now if you know me well, you know I freak out at just about anything new. (Clearly, this blog shows that =] ) But as I was waiting outside my classroom with the 6 other Americans that had class right across from me, but not with me, I was freaking out because I was so scared I was going to be singled out. The class runs for the entire semester so everyone in that class already knew each other. Then luckily for me, Nikki walks up and s...

Not life. And certainly not all my problems. But I think i figured out why people are so unhappy.We all wait for this defining moment. We expect to wake up and just be okay. Or we think that if we do one thing, everything will get better. I just don't think that happens. Life is a series of events that lead up to something. One moment wouldn't even do someone justice. And if you had that moment, would you recognize it as that? Or would you let it pass you by? Wou...

So before anyone gets worried about me, just know I'm fine. I promise!There was really nothing to do today. I read a lot and just sat around. Kels and I made dinner and then Carson came down as well. I skyped with my parents earlier. I really can't complain because it's been a good, relaxing day. But I can't help but miss my friends. I was so bored today but I couldn't just walk to Dickman's to hang out. I couldn't sit around with Kristen and straighten her hair....

Why have I been sad for the past X amount of months? Well because I really hurt this guy that meant a lot to me. Yes, I'm putting it all out there to finally be done with this stupid cycle. I clearly did the wrong thing. I may have been communicating with someone a lot and even developed feelings for him. And yes, I lied about it too and even though it was with good intentions, I know I should not have lied or worked around the question. Was he always 100% correc...

The past few days have been intense. BCA orientation leaves freshman orientation in the dust. This is so boring and even a bit scary. Well at least all my classes worked out well. I'm in one 100 level class, two 200 levels, and one 300...I'm a bit scared. Everything is pretty much on our own I guess and I'm not looking forward to a huge class, but I guess I'll have to deal with it. I've worked out everyday but one where I can walk with a Manchester kid to either ...