This morning was a struggle...slight wobble. Woke up knowing today would be hard. The tiredness hit and out came the tears. Missing my grandmas 80th birthday and not being able to talk to her yesterday was hard. Got a sent a picture of her though in a onesie sliding down a bannister and she looked so adorable and happy which was great! The day got better though and i calmed down. Chill time on a beach swing looking out over gorgeous water, starting a diving course with a 3 hour video and questionaire....(nervous as hell), a good meal and now im sitting in a beach bar with a cocktail...i cant complain. Moments like that just make you realise that therstill going to be there and you have to do things while you can...