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So I think I have it figured out. I think I know why I am feeling weird about Fiji and it's not leaving to go there. It has nothing to do with that at all. I am just a little lonely that's all. I am with some of the girls I travelled with in the South Island but we kept missing eachother today so I didn't spend too much time with them. I don't really know if that would have made it better anyway. I miss talking to my friends. I miss having the chats about nothing and everything. I miss having someone to confide in about how I am feeling. So maybe a public blog is the way to go! hahaha! Well actually it isn't but I will tell you a bit. I met a super great guy and he left about a week ago. We were emailing eachother but I haven't heard from him in awhile and I am kinda bummed about that.I really shouldn't care cause I am never going to see him again but ya know. I am still a girl! And I wonder when I am giong to meet someone like that again. Or someone better. Feeling all this stuff and questioning it isn't me. I normally don't care about all of this. I really do enjoy being single and am so glad I got out of such a bad relationship but sometimes it's kinda lonely.
I am going to be 26 in a few weeks. Wow, I can't even believe that! So the age thing is playing on my singledom sadness. I know this feeling is temporary. All my friends know that I am the one that preaches that things will happen when they are supposed to and just enjoy the single life. I just wish I had someone to say that to me right now.
Ok, I think I have gone a little too personal on this thing! But that's the reason. Just wish I had someone close to talk too. Once I am in Fiji and exploring a new country, I will be distracted again and everything will be all good!
Gonna go finish my book and have another good nights sleep. I spoke too soon when I said that my cold is gone. It's still hanging around. Going on my second week. Hopefully all the sleep I have been getting will make it disappear before I get on a plane cause I just know that my ears are going to plug up and hurt. But what can you do?
Mom, just so ya know that no matter how old I get, I still want my mommy when I am sick! I was going to call you when I first got sick and whine about my cold and how I wish I was home but you are lucky cause it was too late to call!
Kia Ora!
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