20days to go . . .

Thats it, last day of gp referral, no more walking/running the route to the Raich, hopefully lots of walking to SAC to train for 20days.

Today was nice at work, I was how I used to be before in my eyes the job changed. I didnt't expect to do any work, but it turned out to be the complete opposite!

Yesterday i bought my wedding ring and have been wearing it ever since, i never thought wearing a bit of gold on that finger would make me view and feel differently, its like viewing the world from a married woman point of view but being the furthest away possible from that scenario. The security i felt after putting on the ring was unreal, not a security of being loved forever by a certain person, or always having someone there for you, finacial security, none of that as i get that anyway from other aspects of my life. The security of when im talking to clients they werent going to ask me out (like many occassions before i wonder why i havent worn a ring for work before), and just in everyday life a security that guys will view me differently. so so weird, i like it though, hard to explain the feeling.

The girl in argos mind musta gone a pondering as i went in tried it on, bought it and didnt want the box, put it on me finger and walked out the shop, bearing in mind i have no engagement ring or owt either.

So i now have a bike for the c2c, so im off out tomorrow on it, i did 90 mins just pedalling at the gym this morn before work, 6.30 start, i need to get used to earlier starts than this in india.xx