Abby didn't understand me crushing on Matty either, but that didn't surprise me really. I love Abby alot but I can't stop worry, cause I know that Matty and Abby had a thing. It was a very tiny thing, but a thing is a thing. The problem is i'm not sure if Matty's over here yet.
But what I actually was going to tell you about, is Joe. Joe is not the first guy I was really liked (that would be Nate) but he was the first guy I ever been with. In more than one way. My first relationship and my first....you know. And that son of a b**** broke my heart and i blame him for my trust issues. We where together for two months last summer, he told me he liked me very much but as it turned out he only used me for sex. He also cheated on me, and when one of my friends caught him cheating his precise words were "what Nina dosen't know dosen't hurt her". Well I found out anyway and it hurt. That son of a b****! And that's why I chose that picture, I thought a guy like Joe was all I could ever get. Truth is, he never deserved a girl like me.