Abby didn't understand me crushing on Matty either, but that didn't surprise me really. I love Abby alot but I can't stop worry, cause I know that Matty and Abby had a thing. It was a very tiny thing, but a thing is a thing. The problem is i'm not sure if Matty's over here yet. But what I actually was going to tell you about, is Joe. Joe is not the first guy I was really liked (that would be Nate) but he was the first guy I ever been with. In more than one way. M...

I'm watching How I Met Your Mother and the group are discussing the "rabbit or duck" theori. And I realized that Matty fitch perfectly in that theori. I used to hate his guts but now he's all i can think about. Non of my friends find Matty atractive, but that's cause they judge him by his reputation. No he's not the perfect guy, still there's something appealing about his 'bad boy' attitude. Although there's nothing bad boy about his personality, he's mostly just...

Actually there's not much to tell, but I caught Matty looking at me several times today (the picture pretty much explain the way i'd felt every time i saw him looking). Caroline (the boy master) made a "plan" for what I should text him next time he's on facebook, and that i'll do. Uh and i'd teamed up with Nate today in school, for you who don't know, Nate has been my crush for several years. To be precise he's the only guy i'd ever been in love with and i'd prob...

After my hot newyears kiss with Matty feelings are starting to emerge. Which isn't good at all !!! Matty is not exatly a guy you are "allowed" to crush on, but i'm not a girl who follows the rules... I just can't keep my eyes off him !! You might notice later on, that I don't write people's real names 'cause... well that will just be awkward if somebody finds out. Speaking of awkward i named Matty after Matty Mckibben from the tv series Awkward. I did that 'cause...