After my hot newyears kiss with Matty feelings are starting to emerge. Which isn't good at all !!! Matty is not exatly a guy you are "allowed" to crush on, but i'm not a girl who follows the rules... I just can't keep my eyes off him !! You might notice later on, that I don't write people's real names 'cause... well that will just be awkward if somebody finds out. Speaking of awkward i named Matty after Matty Mckibben from the tv series Awkward. I did that 'cause they look really alike, so yes Matty is pretty damn hot. "I just want to grab him and kiss him"