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I have been thinking recently about life. I know it sounds very cheesy. Someone travelling thinking about life and finding themselves.
I haven't found myself, I don't think anyone does and I'm not even sure what that means, but I think you learn a lot about yourself and your character and the person you are or want to become.
No what I've found is that I've the last five years I have met at least one person that has had an amazing impact on my life and who I am truly glad and honoured to have met and have as a friend. These people are the ones I know I can turn to when I need help or support, to laugh or cry. They're the people who understand certain parts of your personality and character that others don't. Those you confide in, trust unconditionally and would do anything for. The people who you would always want to be around and whom you would run to if you could to help and support them whenever they needed to.
One of those friends said to me today that friendship, whatever the relationship is between two people, is what matters. He's right. You can't have a healthy relationship of any kind without a trusting and solid friendship as a base. Those that you love and cherish are the people that matter the most in your life.
The thing that I am struggling with the most at the moment is finding my place. Where do I fit. I have some wonderful people in my life in so many different places but if I don't know where I belong then I am going to be continuously floating around between them all. I know that where ever I am I will always have their support, friendship and guidance if an when I need it, I just need to fid where I want to be an how to get there and feel like I belong.
I think I have found that place, and I knew that when I left it, but now I bed to find a way to make it home. To feel like I have a place in the world. I need to focus on what I need to do to get there and how I am going to do it. Even if it means making sacrifices to get to where I want to be. Everything happens for a reason and people come into your life for a purpose. You were meant to meet them. They help to guide you down the path you want to be walking down. To support your decisions whatever you choose to do.
Now it's just up to me. These next 4 months are going to be the most interesting and possibly the hardest f my trip as I near the end of my year in Australia. There is a lot of thinking, researching and decision making to do. A lot of fun also..... :D
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