Finally I have some time sitting in the library, along the river beside the french windows. Quite peaceful. Have done lots of stuff these days however still sometimes I feel busy while I dont know what Im busy doing.

Start with March 25th.

Lily called me that night. She sounded sobbing. And she told me she felt blue about leaving ALL YOUNG and she did cry when she got off the bus. Before she got off the bus. Tristan talked a lot to her about his school which he wanted to start before the end of the year, he even thought of the uniform and stuff. Lily said she felt that he was always mean to her before while she still touched by him without reasons that night. I can understand. Its like when I was young, I had a deskmate which I was sitting with for a long time, and one day, the teacher separated us. That feeling is awful. I know and I can understand. They are the same kind of feeling. Lily said she didint say goodbye to anyone because it may cause sadness. I know she loves the kids, maybe some of them. But she has some connections with ALL YOUNG which made her feel bad. after finishing talking through the phone, I couldnt help imagining the scene I would leave ALL YOUNG one day. Then I felt terrible. Its just like what I said to Emma, because of the kids, the kind people around me etc., I love that place. But I cant stay there forever. I dont know when I will leave, but Ill keep working there as long as I can, cherishing every single day when I work there. Screw the pay!! I was kidding, I love money:D

Then March27

It was Maxs birthday. We went to KTV, having a really good time. I ate the biggest piece of cake! YAY!!! They always treat me best like Im a little girl or sth. I like that ha! And Peter (who give me the name "Linda") came! Haaaa... Hes the only one who has stepped into the society among our high school classmates. Now he is a shopkeeper of a antique shop. Hes always busy, so we were lucky that he could show up. He has changed a lot not only on his dressing up but also on his personality. Hes quite mature now and has a car and a house and a beautiful girlfriend. Still remember when he was my deskmate, he put a big spider in my mug. It was fun to remind the old time and saw the big boy in front of me. The only one thing will not change is our solid friendship no matter how far we are from or how long we havent seen each other. And HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX, LOVE YOU.

Then March 30

That day I took part in the singing competition. Guess what? I sang SPIDER!! Its my favourite song I have learned at ALL YOUNG. The judge seemed like my song. They kept nodding their head following my rhythm. WHILE, I sang another song, which ruined my performence. APOLOGIZE! When I sang 'Its too late to apologize, its too...' ,the judges expressions presented they were shocked by me. Haaaa.... Never mind, I had fun and I liked their reaction when they were listening to my song；）I thought I would sing Damiens songs if I passed the first round. Its fine, Ill sing Damiens next year!!!:)

Finally today

April Fool's Day. The weather is nice today. Finally its like a real Spring in Shanghai, which makes me want to go to park or sth. Maybe after the TEM4 (TEXT FOR ENGLISH MAJOR). I believe I can make it!!! GOAL:75 OUT OF 100!!! FIGHTING LINDA!!

Have to take off. Ill see you soon dear Blog. Promise.