9th May 1:16

To my brother WANG: Yeah, 'amazing'!! You called me last night, saying we should 'be together'. How rediculous! My first reaction was you are drunk, second was you broke up with your girlfriend. And the fact is I was right. Haaa...How could you do this to me? Because I loved you, so you believed I would say Yes? I can understand your feeling. So I didnt say anything while in my heart I wanted to say lots of bad words on the phone.I have thought a lot today. You know what, life is not that up and down, I hope you can get out of your bad and upset feelings as soon as possible. I am not who I was 1 year ago, I have grown and become more mature. Heard of you going to go abroad to further study. Maybe its good for you for now. Wish you always happy:)

Im a easy person that I want easy life. But the life I live now is not what I really want. I dont know why I always keep myself busy. Is that what I want? Keeping myself busy really makes me feel better in my deep heart and makes me feel less guilty. When I want to get drunk, I always thinking 'oh, I cant do that, because tomorrow will be ruined.' Thats why I never got drunk.(Maybe also because Im good at drinking. I do drink a lot.) But now I have started to make efforts, and I reallize I can gain a lot from my efforts. I know it will worth it in the end. TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY. Everyday there is a brand new Linda.

I just want people around me can be happy. And I can do everything to protect them.

8th May is Mothers Day, I called my mum and said :I love you while she was busy playing MAJIANG(a king of gambling). Wished she can win some money!!:D

Hope tomorrow's presentation to the American group can go well:)

PEACE