44 days to go.

I had to say goodbye to one special person today and I must tell that it was very, very hard. Watching this person go (and thinking we might not see eachother again) made me so sad I could hardly breath.. :( I felt lost in the airport and walked around the places before i managed to catch the bus home.

I came home from the airport and felt just so empty inside. Cried and fell asleep. Woke up again and realized that this feeling is going to follow me - I cannot hide it. Hard to say how long but it is gonna take some time. Have to wait the time to do the healing.. I just hope that one day we will meet again..

It is a bit more than 6 weeks to go. During these weeks there is going to be lots and lots of goodbyes. I just hate it.

That is the worst part of leaving. Leaving the people that really mean a lot to you behind is something I really wouldn't want to do. Even you will return one day and meet again it still hurts and feels bad and sad at the moment of goodbye. It is going to be just hard.

bigS