so i have a sight problem with some of the hardwiring in my brain, when i get over-tired i have a slight tendency to get morbidly depressed, decide my life is pointless and promptly become a pain in the universal backside.. now, as an accepted standard that's not how my personality works. i'm generally chipper.. well, fairly chipper. occasionally phrased as annoyingly hyper-active. but whatever works, right. the thing is.. i'm currently feeling like i want to ...

On day one of my quest I have let myself down a little.. This morning on the way back from jobcentre fun I walked past an exceptionally small woman carrying the largest bag of rice I've ever seen.. Every 10 paces or so she had to stop, put it down, readjust her bag.. Pick it back up and shuffle on. I could easily have offered to help her out, I didn't particularly have anywhere to be, I just didn't. No good reason, just a combination of laziness and a deep fear o...

So it's not really a blog, blogs exist to be read, this exists to be written.. Recently I've been feeling bored, that wouldn't be so bad except that by recently I mean since last march, and by bored I mean dissatisfied and lazy. There's no reason for it. I have a million things I could be more than happy about.. And I am happy about them. I have a wonderful family who have always had the remarkable patience to let me just get on with being me. A beautiful, fun gi...