Not feeling the best tonight it has to be said. Really not sure if I can continue on with this because it's just not working. It's been nearly a week now and all it's doing is making me depressed and worked up in a strange place and I just don't know if I can cope any longer. I mean today I literally slept till lunch time and then was up and back in bed again at 4ish and ended up falling asleep again and now just sitting here and not feeling the best yet again and yeah. It's just impossible. I really can't shake any of this and it's just continuing to get worse and once again there's not a thing I can do to fix anything. I really just feel like going home and going back to my own bed and just crying and crying and not coming out ever again but then what? I can't even manage that at home properly. It's just impossible.