Bloody joke. Its now 18:53 and Ive been flapping all day faffing trying to run round and sort out last minute things. I wanted a little bit of thai currency to take with me to set me off but did anywhere have any thai currency?? No, eventually got some from Thomson in town, after trying the Post Office at Killi, Thomas Cook at Kill, M&S in town and then Thomson. Bought 2 underwater cameras also :D and some hand sanitizer.

Today ive been flapping more than any other day its really scary now I think about what im doing. Ive checked in online and picked myself a nice little window seat for my hours flight to London. Im a bit worried at the whole connecting flight malark, ive never done anything like that before so no doubt i'll not have a clue and get lost especially with it being Heathrow which ive heard is huge. Im landing in terminal 5 and flying out of terminal 4 so I bet I have my work cut out for me fathoming out where the hell im going.

My bank card and my credit cards still havent arrived. Proper joke! So now im terrified that they wont turn up before I leave, I really should have sorted it all out ages before but its not my fault you have to book an appointment with Nationwide weeks before over the phone or they wont see you, honestly.

Well apart from all the stresses I am looking forward to setting off, I will be more relaxed on the flights and once ive arrived at my hotel in Bangkok. Its all a masive adventure and if I dont like it I dont have to do it again, but im paying a hell of a lot to go out there so im gonna make the most of it while im there.

Its weird to think I used to be saying 'eee a month today' and '2 weeks today' but now its actually tomorrow it doesnt seem real. I wont want to go through to departures on my own tomorrow it will be awful but I just need to get a grip and believe in myself.

Well, no doubt I wont update for a while but my next update will be from a country afar! So if you are reading this now, watch this space!

Love you all, takecare and goodbye!!! :D