When night comes, all my feelings inside will pour out. Let me write down something now.

A large number of students or friends or brothers around me conluded that I was super clever, and what they had thought of later proved to be true. I am both strong and self-confident, which others always agree with. But I have a question, nonono, many questions, why am I always discouraged by what others own, what others do, what others behave? It is out of what dignity ranges. Maybe it is called vanity.

Time passes like an arrow, and never waits for anyone. I'm always wasting time on many many meaningless things, which later frustrates me deeply. I'm being weaker. I do need a rest.

Why are those whom I thought as powerless before able to play tricks on me? I never doubt about my ability to fight against them. I'm sure to win, and they're bound to lose. However, things go against my will. I do HATE those 'living creatures' with unimaginable brains! Now they can decorate their life through kicking my poor ass UNINTENTIONALLY.

How severe the pain is, how powerful the engine may become. Stand what you couldnt stand before, and that is the oringin where your power finally comes.

14/3/11

Today is a special day, cuz white valentine's day comes. Now I 'm just sitting in front of the computer, with Linda and someone in my school. That is really excited as I haven't spent the whole night in such a place which I once I called "heaven".

it is a bit ironical that beside me are a couple who never met with each other till my 20th birthday, when I brought two groups of my friends to benge in party. There they fell in love with the other. I really got a little upset why they could become lovers within so little time without my perception...

So much for this time. To be continued...