OH my dear Linda! You wake me up! I almost forgot it for a long time how important English is! Now I make up my mind to keep using it from now on!

So start with something recently happened. I havent realize how weak I have become in finishing English compositions untill I felt nervous when writing an English topic days ago. I found I couldnt remember some words through writing, which truely brought out anger in myself.

What really discouraged me is my own attitude towards emotional affairs. I feel much puzzled and confused when dealing with such things. I cant tell difference from friendship and love, and neither can she. Maybe being good friends is much better. I never mean to hurt a good girl, whatever.

As for my good friends, LINDA, you know, you always are. You told me I was very mature, so, yes, I AM so mature that I CAN be called "dear uncle" when I gave a hand to someone. UNCLE...Just keep a good mood and you'll find yourself very young...Ok, no one can escape from the trap of time actually. I am trying to be casual when in such situations..

Anyhow, I can be your company whenever you need. We can share our feelings in anything! Come on with the time! Come on with the earth!

4/3/2011

Today I felt completely confused!! Not only by the wedding invitation of Kitty, who was my deskmate when in kindergarten, but also by a series of my private affairs.

The moment I received the invitation, I was truely shocked by the fact that once I regarded as ridiculous. Not until a period of time could I recover from myself. Oh it's really confusing, but also a litte interesting, for I had never attended weddings before I thought I had grown into a man. This can be an unforgettable experience.

Regardless of it, I feel I have falled into a deep gap, which made by you. Everytime I mean to give up, your face appears in my brain. Maybe I mistake friendship for love. It's time I should think twice before doing something.