17:50 now suppose I'd better get up. Well I've found a sports bar on the sea front that's me done. It's wolves V Aston villa but I guess that's better than nothing. Beers cold and cheap and not a go go girl in sight. And it gets better Chelsea are on at 21;00 hrs so guess where I'm going to be. I think I'll go and get some shopping in between as I've nothing in my room not even coffee. Starting to relax a bit now as no work just time to chill. Tomorrow I'll vent...

The worst month ever Ok so 11 years of marriage gone because Debbie doesn't love me anymore. I guess it's time to take a big look at myself. Yes I've not been the most loving husband but I've not so much as looked at other women in the last 10 years. I did for dome reason in our 1st year but was never unfaithful just a kiss in a nightclub! Why I dont know I really can't remember but I think it made me realize I loved deb in some strange way. Poker I loved it, ...