So today I started doubting if she really loved me over possibly the most pathetic of things in hindsight. Little did I appreciate how much of a stressful day it must have been for her. Sometimes I just need to stop and not say stupid things. I'm madly in love with the girl and I guess I'm basing everything that happens on the past. I'm waiting for it all to fall apart. Why can't I get past this 6 week itch of worry. The girl loves me and she shows it, in the mos...

Today has been a day for reflection. Reflecting on why I'm so worried how people perceive me. Why do I crave just one slice of recognition for the effort I put in. Why do I feel like such a failure at everything I do, it would be nice to wake up one day and for someone to be proud of what I've made of myself. Mistakes or not I'm not a bad person, all I want is to be a someone in a world full of no ones. I even question if love is real or if it just sits on the mi...