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Drove out to Aurora this afternoon… thought my car was going to overheat in the traffic on the highway! Decided that Im going to drive this long ass drive as quickly as possible, without stopping! Obviously will have to stop to get gas and sleep but I want to get it done and over with! Denis think I should take my time and see all there is to see… I've been told that the way im taking is very boring and theres really nothing to see but flat lands! Same as back home. I changed time zones, had no idea! Lol goes to show!
Got ahold of my hosts for tomorrow and asked if I could stay tonight instead of the other three nights that I had booked with them. It wasn't a problem, so glad I decided to stay the night here these people are so friggin cool… she used to teach but her personality is so vibrant and bright! Her husband is really awesome we sat and chatted about loads of different things. I had roast chicken salad and some veggies for dinner, made by Jamie. Called mom and listened to her b**** about everything thats going on! Her and Pawz now live with Linda at Floyds! Should be interesting! Did a load of laundry and checked my messages on fb and cs. Sent Nick a quick note to leave him my number and ask if I could stay with him for a couple days when I get out tht way, im going to be arriving way early so… I will find out hopefully soon! Smoked a bit of my joint and got super retarded… enough that my heart is pounding and I feel paranoid! I don't mind not being stoned all day its just going to be hard for first week or so! Lol Wish I had someone with me on this adventure!! Though Im sure it wouldn't be the same if I did but it would be nice to have someone to talk too! Mel keeps saying that shes going to meet me out there... I wish she were but the fact is that her nor I can afford to send her out here and/or back home! I miss the girls at work and of course Lori, Mel and my mom and the cats and s*** well everybody. Going to have to get used to being on my own! I guess thats how I wanted it, or maybe / I just want a guy that bad that I would do that!?! I hope that im not doing this for Denis, sometimes I ask myself that. At this point it still doesn't seem clear! I'm very lonely and the fact that Im spending so much time alone is good, I get to think but Im not thinking about anything but getting to my destination. I know its not the destination but the journey its just I am so anxious to get there I want to fly through it all! I guess tomorrow will tell how far I go!!! Lol
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