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First things first...I let an eight year old choose the colour and dye my hair, so i'm not a 'dumb' blond anymore, i'm back to being malteaser :)
I have officially embarassed myself in several public places now, including dancing like a lunatic in macdo, falling over (for the second time since arriving in Avallon), and ripping my leggings (for the second time since arriving in Avallon), taking my trousers off, speaking in general.
But despite my lack of dignity and the fact that I am without doubt a walking disaster, I had a really good night last night. It was nice just to be able to be myself, even if it was in another language. It was nice :).
Also, i have come to the conclusion that I'm just gonna not care. For example, I no longer care that i'm the english girl, it's sort of a given thing that i'm gonna speak with an accent, i'm english and there are people who have worse accents than me. I don't care that my clothes are different, I kinda like that I don't resemble every other person. I don't care that I wear make up or I eat junk food or I doodle all over my class notes (which apparantly isn't acceptable here and if i write a heart after my name it means i love myself). But last night was good, I had a nice time and so I don't care if people think I was a little too drunk, I think I was a little too drunk but that's for me to judge isn't it?
Ciao x
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