Today is the Monday after orientation and I am even more anxious than before. My European Council Facebook page is full of ideas and places to go when we get to London. I am not going to lie, but the constant notifications are kind of getting on my nerves. I would love to join their excursions but 1) I am lacking in the financial department at the moment 2) I am a little apprehensive about going to Paris with a group of people I don't know 3) I am waiting until I actually get to London before I decide to do anything.

All these reasons (well 2&3) go to show that I am not as carefree as I thought I was. Suprisingly this process has taught me that I tend to worry a lot and I am not the social butterfly everyone believes me to be, because I am completely terrified of the group of people I am going to meet on this trip...how pathetic lol.