So I learnt about the war at the age of 9, and all the German nazis and British evacuations and food rationings, and wondered why Britain was affected when all we were told by teachers I that they were killing Jews. I wanted to know WHY?
What where wrong with Jews, why were the Germans aloud to do mass murder? Why didn't Jews fight back?
After 13 years. Only did I realise that none of this s*** happened in flipping Germany. They built the biggest concentration camp known to man in POLAND! So it was very interesting, very confusing. But in the end I finally found all the answers to my questions but I developed even more intense Questions, but I think it's impossible to answer them all.
Visiting the camps made me realise just how evil we actually are. Jewish people were the same skin colour as Germans but yet colour had nothing up do with it. So it wasn't racism which I experience everywhere I travel to. Even where I was born. But racism is a new developed uneducated aspect of what people actually know now.
The Germans despised Jewish for their religion. For their beliefs and characteristics. They were clever, money grew in their blood. And the Europeans where jealous. So they robbed their lives and wealth and wiped out nearly all the European Jewish population. It was crazy s***. Just shows what happens when the government gets greedy but are given all authority due to fear of the everyday working man.
It upsets me knowing the history I come from, but history is history I guess with the good and bad we develop everyday. But it just feels as if the more I know. The more I resent and question. And the less I'm answered or reassured. The less hope I have for my future. Only 60 years ago were 6 million people killed buy hatred, and people are being murdered everyday over the world and we turn a blind eye? Just aslong as it doesn't affect us? BUT IT DOES. and there's nothing I can do to change it because they say "curiosity kills the cat" and it's true.
I guess the only thing I can do is just take what I want from this world n feed myself because giving back to charities and all this bulls*** is for lazy people. To make a change, you have to help with your own hands.
I feel very liberated. Very strong, visiting a place of suffer and despair and being able to walk freely out. I can only thank world history to give us all some sort of freedom now. But Aslong as we obey the authorities. We will never be free.