I resonate with what you are eeixriencpng, not because I have traveled the world for a long time, but because 7 years ago my husband and I were on the road up and down the West Coast for 8 months. We had huge uncertainties about where we were going to live/whether we could sell our house, etc. We made it! And our life has become ever so rich in many ways.My only piece of advice is to listen to the different parts of yourself without judgment and then you, the director, trust your deepest sense.Good luck!