Yesterday in the gym, I was wondering how I could 'add value' to my partner's life. Sure enough, she relies on me for finance, travel, enjoyable international holidays, and liaison with the IFBB. Now that we are in her home town, it seems as though the only value I add, is finance. Unfortunately, that means that I am easily replaced. There is nothing within me that makes me unique and worthy of lifelong loyalty. I thought we had something unique in the bedroom, ...

Am watching an Indonesian love story movie - Pupus. Seems like fighting and sweet and sour is a part of romance in Indonesia. I have seen it in couples here in Indonesia. I often wonder about why we are often fighting over small things. The persistence of love is a theme of love in many countries. Let's hope my love story has a happy ending.

This post is about learning to live with my Indonesian girlfriend who is a bodybuilder. On this trip, we have been together for a week now, after having not seen each other for three months. The relationship is sweet and sour, hot and cold, but overall I love her and I am committed to her. For some background info, we have both been married before, and we are both in the process of going through s divorce. We met through Facebook, and we both fell in love over t...