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Second exam passed with 83% which I'm pretty happy with! Yesterday I assisted on ow dives 3 & 4 in Tulamben. The most exciting part of that was we saw my first Whale Shark! AMAZING!
Today is the interns day off so after crashing out at 9.30pm again I have slept for about 10 hours.
So I am back to thinking that this course is just not for me. I've given it a week now. I always wondered if I would love travelling on my own- meeting new friends along the way. All I've realised is I'm actually quite homesick. It's just not the same on your own. I feel quite lonely.
I wanted this course to bring me some confidence in areas that I struggle with - such as talking to new people in a large group. It hasn't improved. I dread it as much as I dread diving at the moment.
Fun diving is so much more relaxed. This is just too stressful.
So now I just don't know what to do. I think the fact that I am just so tired all the time isn't helping. I'm going to look at alternative options for my time here. Maybe today I'll also get my first massage!
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Jo McDonald Hey, sorry not been in touch for a while. Life has been hectic this week trying to sort out work stuff and the wedding. But wedding stuff now starting to come along... About time you might say... But everything seemed to be taking a bit longer than expected! And looks like we are coming to Bali for our honeymoon - how funny is that?!? So glad to hear you saw a white shark and have been doing really well on the course after deciding to give it another go. Keep your chin up lovely, sounds like you are racking up loads of experiences. Really hope you squeezed in that massage. Xxx