Second exam passed with 83% which I'm pretty happy with! Yesterday I assisted on ow dives 3 & 4 in Tulamben. The most exciting part of that was we saw my first Whale Shark! AMAZING!
Today is the interns day off so after crashing out at 9.30pm again I have slept for about 10 hours.
So I am back to thinking that this course is just not for me. I've given it a week now. I always wondered if I would love travelling on my own- meeting new friends along the way. All I've realised is I'm actually quite homesick. It's just not the same on your own. I feel quite lonely.
I wanted this course to bring me some confidence in areas that I struggle with - such as talking to new people in a large group. It hasn't improved. I dread it as much as I dread diving at the moment.
Fun diving is so much more relaxed. This is just too stressful.
So now I just don't know what to do. I think the fact that I am just so tired all the time isn't helping. I'm going to look at alternative options for my time here. Maybe today I'll also get my first massage!