I don't know why, but maybe I'm crazy or something.

You see, I am using my iPod right now. For iPods, if you didn't know, when you sign in on Twitter you would have to log out in the settings. And Tom forgot to log out, giving me a complete access of his account whenever I want. As a normal and curious person that I am, I go to his account and look at his notifications and tweets.

Just 10 minutes ago, I went to his account and found out that he spent all day smoking today. Reading that tweet breaks me heart and I started tearing up.

I don't know. Maybe I AM crazy. So stupid. Yes, I know what you're thinking, 'what a typical teenage problem.' but you have to realize that it doesn't feel good. At all.

My chest feels heavy and tight. Knowing that he's destroying himself by smoking and taking in all these stuff. And it's not his fault [at least I hope it isnt]. Although, there's a big possibility that it is. He's already sucked so deep and addicted.

Yours truly,
Just Me