If you get fustrated easily and hate your family especially your sisters I think you may be my twin! Everything I do seems to always be WRONG! I don't mean to be annoying or a screw up that is just how I was born. Lying also happens to be on my list of idiotic things that just happen. I lie because (and I would never tell my family this because I am not loving them right now and they wouldn't believe me) I can't seem to do anything right and lying is for me the only option. If I didn't lie then I would be even more of an idiot. If I told my mum it was the only option she would HATE me because I am sure she would have other ideas but I didn't come up with them. One day does not go by when I don't say to myself that I am an idiot and that my family hate me and I don't want to be their sister or daughter! It isn't hard telling this to people over writing about it privately but saying this to my family would mean that I was strong and not afraid to take a punishment for being disrespectful but I am not any of those things I am the complete opposite and sometimes it isn't bad but other times it is painful and HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!