as i lay in bed in my home in the blue mountains i think about my life, all of the ups and downs, all of the wonderful experiences i have been lucky enough to encounter & of course my trip to london & france. in 6 days my step dad will land in sweden, then go to liverpool for a couple of days. he is gone for 2 weeks, and this makes me want to travel more because i know how amazing the small part of europe that i saw was amazing. so in just over a month i'm going to new zealand for about 3 weeks. i have no money, and i've never traveled by myself alone but i need to get out of this rut that i'm currently in. of course, my problems mainly revolve around boys and my parents but i just need to get out of sydney & the mountains. well, i'm off to look at airfares. talk to ya in a bit.