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Tomorrow is the day, the day I take the first step into the new. Its been a long time coming and quite a struggle. See, I had other plans. I had an idea, a direction, I KNEW where I was going and what was coming next. At least I thought I knew. Then it all fell apart. That perfect idea of what my life was going to be was shattered and I was left with the pieces. What to do with the remnants of what was once what defined you, your role in this life. What now? For the last 5 years, I've been cruising on auto pilot. Trauma will do that to you. Loss will turn you inside out. Grief will eat away at your joy. Fear cripples you and you freeze. Afraid to move, to act, to make any decisions. After all, you didn't do so great the last time. But if you let Him, if you continue to breathe through the pain, if you stop looking for who's to blame and start looking at what you've learned from each painful disappointment, you reach a new place. A place of peace and resolution. To make the most out of the gift you've been given. To live.
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