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Last few days I have been stressing of course! Packing saying byes and just generally not being able to think! Now I'm sat on the flight to Singapore and its'about midnight. I've eaten, constructed a playlist on the aeroplanes rubbish music system and also drunk 6 x 187ml of red wine with a man that's twice my age from Exeter but lives in Spain. Benalmadena in fact which is where I worked 8 months ago so thought we would have great Convo but cos he is much older he doesn't know any of the places I know in the costa del sol plus he ain't much of a talker! Anyhow mixed emotions of this whole trip and a lot to organise when packing up your whole life. The last week has been worse than the the twin dragon roller coaster in Florida! But I have learnt a lot. I currently sit here with a diamonte cross from my step dads girlfriend as a leaving present along with a circled poem on a little circle from my closest group of girls I have in my life and from this I feel safe! I realised from the last week of saying bye that ppl really don't care. Not including Kirst, Amy and my star dancing girls of course but most of my so called friends are Let downs! Proved that but it's made it much easier to leave and not want to come back. Even my mum who I not spoke to in 3 months text me two hours before my flight was due to leave! Narcissist, trying to play games! Two little too late. Anyhow, 10 mg diazepam, near on two bottles of red another 8 hrs flying and ill be starting my big adventure in Singapore! Can't wait. Will miss my family, a select few of my friends badly, some a little but most not ever! Sad times to realise but great times ahead! Massive change! Mixed emotions but could not be happier! Will keep u all updated. Much love! From little happy hobo! X
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Kerry Loughrey Love this Jenna!! I look forward to hearing more about your trip :-) Keep safe chick xxx
Jenna Thanks Kerry, it's a pretty cool app! Still getting the hang of uploading etc let's see how long it lasts keep updating lol x