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Now that I'm on the countdown to leave DC (33 DAYS - yikes!), I feel myself becoming more and more anxious about finishing projects, itineraries, work, saying goodbye to friends . . . it's all a bit overwhelming. It's like I'm in between two walls that are slowly closing in on me. I find myself spending more time alone - just to keep my head on stright, I guess.
As I was leaving my friend Angela's last night, sharing some of my anxieties, she reminded me that we're not just "going", we're "growing" - whether it's on trips or simply living day to day. How true. That's the point, I suppose. It was a perfect prelude to a prayer I stumbled upon this morning that my friend Kathie sent me awhile back . . .
TO GET YOU THROUGH. ********************* Above all, trust in the slow work of God.
We are all, quite naturally,
impatient in everything to reach the end
without delay.
We should like to skip
the intermediate stages.
We are impatient of being
on the way to something unknown,
something new,
and yet it is the law of all progress
that it is made by passing through
some stages of instability-
and that it may take a very long time.
And so I think it is with you.
Your ideas mature gradually---
let them grow,
let them shape themselves,
without undue haste.
Don't try to force them on,
as though you could be today
what time (that is to say, grace and
circumstances acting on your own good will)
will make you tomorrow.
Only God could say what this new spirit
gradually forming within you will be.
Give our Lord the benefit of believing
that his hand is leading you
and accept the anxiety of
feeling yourself in suspense and incomplete.
~Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
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