It's now about half day to my departure to Europe. Excited? Scared? Hmm... not really. It's a combination of both, maybe. It's my first trip to Europe and although there's many people around me that give pictures about Europa, still it's kinda.... okay... scared. But just a tiny little bit. Tell no one!


My fear have no ground actually since I'll be with a group. A LARGE Group. There's about 100 people from Indonesia to Frankfurt Buch Messe. But from my company, it's about 20 people or something. It's quite a lot considering I went to Australia ALONE.

But still, there's a part of me that know this will be all time working and almost no time to play trip. *sigh*

Kinda hurt me to think I'm going to spent my first time to Europe by working. It's like you falling in love for the first time then people around you ruin everything by saying, "It's Elmo, you fall into, idiot!"