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So Wednesday is the big day. I will head to Stanstead and fly out to Porto to do a section of the Camino Portugues. Why is the fear rising again? I know I will do it but there is a nervous tense excitement and it is swelling like a tidal wave, money, arriving late at night, language, routes... It's going to be a massive adventure.
I cannot wait to see my lovely Larissa and hold her with a massive hug. And I can't wait to walk and see the beauty of life in every turn. Also there is the allure of being away from work and home for an extended period of time. Why have people found it so hard to accept me? I am finally accepting my self.
For years I have suffered from bulimia, anxiety and depression. These trips have saved me, and allowed me to see a better existence, to believe that there was more to this life than being unhappy and self harming, and that just as the world is full of beauty I am part of this world and full of beauty too.
So tomorrow is packing day and time to start getting prepared for all events. I can't wait!! Xx
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