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call me lazy but this type of travelin seems to suit me more. workin in a camp has its advantages. it has been a surreal expereience, that i unknowingly needed. i've learnt so much. watching people who have to rely on others to do such basic necessitites such as goin to the bathroom and eating, things i have taken advantage of my entire life not really giving it a second thought, that in itself as been eye opening. the work is immensly challenging. physically, yes, yes, yes. but emotionally, oh my. i can't even put it into adequate sentences to explain, put across, or define. however wen my campers left on wednesday i cried. i couldn't understand it. it's surreal how close you can become to soemone after jus a couple of days. this experience has made me much more aware and forced me look atmyself through a microscope. i have made the fondest and most terrible memories there. the mornin i dropped a camper and jus started to cry, all my emotions jus surged forward the flood gates opened and i jus let go. bitin my lip and claspin my fists wen one camper in particular barked demands at me, never havin the curtosy to say thankyou or even a flicker of appreciation, havin to listen to my camper repeat the same things again and again and again, until i jus wanted to scream, i don't care, but in a far less tactless way i'm afraid. however the perks such as watchin the talent show, participatin in it, havin the feelin of yes i'm actually doin this, i'm here and i'm livin this, is an incredible feelin. however i'm enjoyin boston. the architecture like connectcicut is simply delicious, with the big grand houses houses with massive porches, they look like the plantation out of gone with the wind, i'm jus waitin for scarlet o'hara to bustle out lol. i watched the break up today, that was cool, an all round good rom - com with a dash of serious drama. vince vaughn is rather dishy also. but no worries craig your still the dishiest to me!
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